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  1. orangeness365

    Demon dream

    i used to pray for God to speak to me in dreams. There was one time where I'm really sure he did. There were a couple of other times where I thought maybe he had but now I'm not so sure. I gave up on praying for that because I felt like he wasn't answering and because I figure at this point...
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    I'm tired of thinking about it every day

    I'm so tired of thinking about suicide every single day. It's been about four or five years now since I was diagnosed with psychosis, and since then I've been thinking about suicide every single day. I have a lot of things and people to be thankful for, but my thoughts revolve around suicide. I...
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    nervous breakdown

    So for the past week now I've just been having a nervous breakdown. I'm ok with my homework, I've been barely keeping up, but I've gotten almost nothing done for a week. I'm not sure whats wrong with me, but I think it is several things. I think it's because I've come to the conclusion that I...
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    thank you all for the prayers

    I asked people here to pray for my dad to stop getting drunk all of the time, and a couple of months later it worked! He has been sober for almost 6 months now. I'm so relieved.
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    my dreams disappeared after prayer

    So a long time ago I thought I could see the future in my dreams and was wrong. I was just delusional and I see that now. I feel bad about ever thinking that. For a year after dropping out of college I kept praying for God to talk to me in a dream or something. I don't even really know why I did...
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    afraid of driving a car

    I know that I'm a coward, but I was wondering if there is a way to get over the fear of driving? I barely drive anywhere. I didn't get my driver's license until I was 24 years old, and I'm now 26 years old and still scared of driving. I can't wait until the self driving car comes out and I can...
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    mark of the beast 666

    So I've been wondering how the mark works exactly. Is it like an RFID chip or is it just going to be like a tattoo? I read someone saying that in the original language of the Bible that it is going to be an etching on the skin. Is it just going to be that you have to die from thirst and...
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    how to stop being so miserable?

    Almost every day I say the phrase "I hate you" to myself, and I think about committing suicide. It's been like that since I got diagnosed with mental illness and dropped out of university. I felt so miserable in high school and middle school, but that was because of what I was going through, and...
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    a dream

    So I have been having these dreams lately that I think that are from God, but I'm not sure this last one was. Normally the dreams have a short message and include something about the Bible, but this one didn't really, and the voice didn't claim to be God either. Like I just dreamed a couple of...
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    cowardice

    Hey I just wanted you to all pray for me not to be a coward anymore. I was suicidal a year ago, and now I'm afraid to die, because I'm afraid I'll end up in hell. I also want you to pray that I have faith. I call myself a Christian, but my brother was pointing out that I don't have faith in God...
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    Afraid of hell

    So I grew up not reading most of the bible or understanding it. I still don't understand a lot of it. For whatever reason, I just assumed that I was going to heaven. Over the past couple of years though I looked over the obvious and realized I have no works, and maybe no faith. Im almost 100%...
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    going to church

    So I live right next to a church down the street. My mom wants to go to that church down the street with me. She isn't willing to go alone. For a while my dad wanted me to visit churches with her to find one that she liked. I only went once with her because I don't like my mom and I don't trust...
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    going to church

    So I live right next to a church down the street. My mom wants to go to church with me. She isn't willing to go alone. For a while my dad wanted me to visit churches with her to find one that she liked. I only went once with her because I don't like my mom and I don't trust her. I figure even if...
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    please pray for my dad's business

    Please pray that my dad and his business stay afloat.
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    your testimony

    So everyone that is Christian, would you like to share your testimony with others of how you got saved, what you used to be like, what you used to think would make you happy before you accepted Christ? I was just watching an online sermon from The Rock Church San Diego CA, and pastor Miles was...
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    prayer for my brother's job interview

    please pray that my brother aces his upcoming job interview and gets the job. thank you.
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    whatever is true

    Philippians 4:8 English Standard Version Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable, if there is any excellence, if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things. So I've been...
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    praer for alcoholism

    please pray that my dad is no longer an alcoholic. There were about five years that he was completely sober, but he relapsed about a year ago and is drunk almost all the time that he is not at work. It's so sad to watch. He's nice when he is or is not drunk, but it is just so sad.
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    you are more than the choices you make?

    I hear that phrase a lot or that general idea in Christian songs. Is that true? I like the idea overall, that I can think I'm a great person despite the choices I make or what I do, but I'm not so sure I totally agree with that. Sure we all make mistakes and have done things we are not proud of...
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    3 lying frogs

    So I just was dreaming about the 3 lying frogs. They started out as 3 small plushies, but quickly grew into giant man eating dinosaurs. I feel like this must be a key to my dreams for so long, because for over a year I've been dreaming nonstop about being eaten alive by dinosaurs. I was warned...