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  1. Shai14

    hey everyone can I get some help

    As im typing this its 2 am and I cant sleep. For the first night in months I am tortured by my own self worth. For a long time now I haven't seen the value in my life. All I can think about is that this body would be better suited to another soul. One that could do great things for god. Dont...
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    Christian relationship advice

    Hey my names shai im 18 years old and I'm looking for some advice I have a girlfriend and we have been dating for 5 months and we haven't had our first kiss or anything I know respect gods gifts and wait but because of that it's getting tougher to stay with her I mean I try to be the best...
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    My name is shai 18 years old and lost

    Hey its me again I havent posted on the forums since I upset the singles only page I was on 16 and your supposed to be 18 I wish I could have apoligized to those I upset. But today ive come asking for help yet again. In this new year I wanted to become a christian others can look to. I wanted to...
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    My worst enemy is my mind

    Hey I'm shai and I could use some help I'm only 17 years old but for the last 4 to 5 years I've struggled with envy and lust envy I don't understand why I live a good life I have a nice family and good friends but yet whenever I see someone else whose smart or has girlfriend I feel lower than...
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    Hey all please read and help if u can

    Hey I'm shai recently my uncle died we don't know how yet but I want to be able to help my mom and my grandmother through this if I could get some help that be great
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    Why Do I Even Try

    I'm sorry for complaining about life when others have it worse I just wonder why I try sometimes I try my best and get no where I constantly make mistakes I don't know when to be prideful or humble when I have pride in myself everything goes wrong and when I'm humble I'm never happy nor do I...
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    Love you are hard to find

    :wave:hey im shai ik im 17 and about to graduate high school one the biggest issues in life is finding love ik im young and itll come if i trust god and ik that ill find more heartbreakes than loves its just any relationship ive been in ended either to early or badly i guess its hard to find a...
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    Thank You All

    I just wanna say thank you to all that helped me im a perfectionist and a very critical person Ik this is not much of a testimony but I just wanna say to all of us that struggle keep goin I fall so much but we Christians are here for one another im still fighting so to all who read this lets win...
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    HIYA i want some friends

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    Why Cant I Smile

    my name is shai im in high school about to graduate and I cant take it as long as I can remember ive never been smiling for more than a week weather its my body image I make a mistake or my mind cracks from the devils constant whispers for a time I believed maybe it be ok if just slept until I...
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    HELP lust and envy

    lust and envy are the thorns in my soul they are the 2 sins I constantly commit either unwillingly or on purpose for the last 2 and a half years I have been giving it my all to become closer to him I try so hard with lust I learned that looking at a woman with shameful and unholy thoughts is the...
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    Please if anyone is out there help me I'm losing my mind

    Hello I am 17 years old baptized at 10 I teach Sunday school and I'm a senior in high school I have looked everywhere for help I was diagnosed with add at 7 and OCD at 16 and I have spent the last 5 years of my life with a living hell for a mind I can never forgive myself for my failures every...