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    I am a weak Christian

    Well I was told to know who you are , your identity. See yourself in only a positive light, key positive. key "only, solely" don't mix old negative view with positive view of yourself Um its like this song by Orianthi, called "According to You" I guess it could be like your identity in...
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    Use tax guilt ,financial aid

    In my state last year it seems I found out about a "use tax" people are suppose to pay on thing they buy ( like online) if they don't pay a the time they purchased. Apprantly very few people whose states require this actually pay it I have felt overwhelmingly guilty because I have not paid...
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    Feeling forced to be a doctor....

    On top of that I borrowed a lot of money (loans) Slightly [bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse]ed... im not sure what tonor if i am really messing up here I should hae sought him more i guess about it..but i get so angry...i keep myself distracted online..but the problem continues...
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    Feeling forced to be a doctor....

    I quit my job to do a program to pursue a program i have little.or no interest and to be honest my primary mmotivation to even do this is money ...man...
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    Feeling forced to be a doctor....

    My father has been dead for many years now. I feel bound..a slave to do this mainly because of money..smh Like I am like "Help me!"
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    Feeling forced to be a doctor....

    Being led by a parent towards a career direction i feel might bring harmful consequences...i feel powerless to say no..mainly becuase of want of financial security and to be financially well off making over a certain amount a year ...(maybe i loved money obviously )...but at what cost...
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    Feeling guilt..

    Please it is not funny not all.. I have literally felt like death over this guilt. I have a something I really want in my heart to try out but definitely issues have been making it not easy for me to try these things out All I know is that I have the opportunity now in a sense. I want to use...
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    Feeling guilt..

    So recently i made some purchases. A software program got on sale where they knocked of nearly $250 . ( it was on sale for $559 something like that) I had been thinking of purchasing it for awhile. the sale was to end mMondayso i decided out of much thinking and deliberation to purchase it...
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    Feeling forced to be a doctor....

    To be honest I don't feel interested in the medical equipment sales field. Plus I think I asked Holy Spirit about what the medical equipment meant...and I heard the word "spiritually".. :? Recently as I was perhaps moaning about what I should do or something I think I got something like what...
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    Feeling forced to be a doctor....

    So at this time I feel in bad place.. ...my mom nearly has e convinced or scared that if I don't become a doctor I can't have financial stability..but on the other hand I just really don't feel I want to do this... and I know its wrong but I have been very upset with God..however someone did...
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    choosing churches

    what you said there was profound..( been going through stuff so this is relevant to me in another situation possibly the church things too) I went to two churches but I know what I want is a Church where the spiritual gifts are in action demonstration..and there is sure connection to God and...
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    Feeling forced to be a doctor....

    Thanks for taking the time to share thank God I was able to visit two churches recently for services..though I can't say I really like them much..though the first one they plan to have a group where believers can ask questions on faith and it seems that would be good for me to go to, so I guess...
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    Feeling forced to be a doctor....

    thanks Goodbook, well I am just going to have to do my part and seek the Father wholeheartedly, Him of course and also concerning this matter..about this. Interestingyl I had a dream last night: Last night in part of a dream, I saw someone that resembled a celebrity, honestly it looked like...
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    Feeling forced to be a doctor....

    LOl by the way my mom wants me to marry a doctor too, however she doesn't want me to dependent on a guy she wants me to be able to take care of myself financially..be financially well off myself..you know just for security reason. By the way she wants me to marry someone in medical school...I...
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    Feeling forced to be a doctor....

    Thanks for that info i will look up about the medical equipment.. but just to let you know I do want to be wealthy , maybe rich , but who doesn't? Well I guess some don't care, but yeah sometimes I feel I don't really care enough to be rich, like I lack the drive motivation and hard work it may...
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    Feeling forced to be a doctor....

    By the way thanks to all who who have responded...i read all the posts
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    Feeling forced to be a doctor....

    All in all i see this as an issue of faith and obedience ...please pray l will use my time wisely
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    Feeling forced to be a doctor....

    the verse is influential in explaining why i am thinking and weighing the cost and sacrfices one may have to nake to be a doctor. ..i know for sure i did not well because i did not study enough. I read online the hours which varies by student of how much they study in medical school. I...
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    Feeling forced to be a doctor....

    seriously...? That's disturbing... what state does she work in ? Well I have some things I am thinking about but I guess it clashes with how much money I would want to make... Like can I make them money I want doing one or more of those things
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    Feeling forced to be a doctor....

    I am nearly 28 years old and and am at a crossroads. I am not sure what path to take for my means of recieving and income. Right I have a job at a store. I graduated with a b.s. degree in biological sciences december 2013 But have not gotten a job since. Probably in part due to my lack of...