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My OCD just keeps getting worse. I know I need to trust in God, but it's so hard to do with my doubts. Lately, my main OCD theme is that I'm praying or worshipping the devil instead of God. It's gotten bad enough that I'm starting to feel the need to say Jesus' name out loud several times...

I hate my OCD so much right now. It keeps getting worse and worse it seems. I keep doubting my salvation, thinking God doesn't love me and hates me, worried about and thinking that I've prayed to the devil, feeling worthless and sinful, and constantly fighting and having to deal with all of...

My OCD is really bothering me but every time I try to explain to my family that I have OCD they act like it's not a big deal or like I don't really have it or that I'm over exaggerating. Sometimes I wonder if they're right, especially when my OCD lightens up and I can hardly tell it's there...

These past few days my ocd has gone from just doubting my salvation to now me thinking that I worship the devil even though I know I don't. My mind keeps having thoughts asking the devil to help me or something and then immediately I tell myself the thought wasn't real and that I trust God and...

I'm feeling so far from God right now. For such a long time, God had helped me through my OCD to the point where I hardly realized it was there and I was so stress-free. But these last few days I've been having more obsessions about the same things I used to obsess about. I keep doubting my...

There's a sin that my OCD keeps making me think I've commited or will commit or want to commit, even though I don't want to. Please pray for me.

I guess I just have to vent. I'm really hating my OCD right now. I keep doubting my salvation and what I believe. I keep having irrational, stupid fears. Please pray for me.

This is another poem I wrote. Please comment! I miss, a bit, our September times When our hearts imitated not mimes And for once I felt I knew That no matter what, our love was true We had our laughs and I even cried I felt the two of us were tied Too far ago, yet so soon, A lot like that...

As I lay here in the middle of this cold night, My feelings of lonliness trying to fight, God's waiting, makes my burdens light, And then returns my sight Looking at the clustered stars in a black sky Reminds me of all the tears I used to cry But later God gave me a reason to try, Gave me...

I was doing really well but now I'm suddenly having spikes of it again. I keep having thoughts that I'm going to end up doing some really bad things or that I don't love God or that I'm gonna go crazy or something. I just needed to let it out. Any encouragement would be nice...

Does anyone else have blasphemous thoughts about God and Jesus and the Holy Spirit and become afraid that they believe it? I know I don't want these thoughts, but I'm afraid if I keep thinking them that I'll eventually believe them or mean them. I'm afraid I do right now, even though I really...

How could the colorful beauty Of a magnificent sunset Have been made cheaply? Not by the Diety? Who else could make a late fall breeze Blow perfectly into my face And the sun's rays at ease My skin in summer please? Why else would we have color here, Variety all the time, Why is it not...

Recently, I truly gave my life to Christ. I'm so glad I did now. Since then, God has found ways to comfort me, even when my thoughts are horrible. So horrible I cringe at them sometimes. I've heard a few sermons lately, and one of them in particular was helpful to me. It was about how Paul had...

I am trying to get back to seeing my counseler and talking to my family about my OCD, but I'm really not sure when the next time I can see a counseler is or if my family will believe me or care... For the time being... could I ask if this happens to anyone else? Today, I've been having...

Well, this morning, by God's grace, I sincerely prayed to recieve Christ. And even though I'm doing better, I keep having thoughts that maybe I didn't really mean it or maybe I made a mistake or maybe it wasn't enough. I know I was sincere when I prayed it but then afterwards I kept having...

I think I might be beginning to recover from anorexia... I'm still not eating a lot, but still more than I was. Thank you guys for your advice.

I used to always fear that I had commited the unpardonable sin and would always be freaked out and everything... then it went away for a while. It suddenly came back and now I'm really stressing over it again. I feel like I've commited that sin over and over in my mind... I feel like I could...

I know I've posted about my doubts and fears here before, but now I really wonder again if God even wants me. Because the Bible says that only the people God calls in the first place will be saved in the end, right? I know it also says we have free-will... that confuses me. Well, it's like...

I'm really getting sick and tired of not eating. I havn't seen my couseler in a long time, and I'm feeling really stressed out. I really do want to eat, but just the thought of food makes me cringe. Every time I eat anything I feel fat and ugly and weak. Help?

I didn't realize how much of a problm I have with not eating until last night. I thought I had eaten too much yesterday because I had a really small sandwhich for lunch and then I ended up skipping dinner. Afterwards I wanted a snack, but even after I got it, I couldn't make myself eat it. I've...