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  1. Cutiepie44

    convinced i am going to hell

    I totally understand what you all are saying. It breaks my heart to know we go through this. I love God and I know it's just my ocd mind doing this. I know faith isn't a feeling.,..it's knowing what the truth is. That's always been a lot of my problem, going by my feelings, but they will fail...
  2. Cutiepie44

    feel like giving up sometimes

    I too, understand where you are coming from. I struggle everyday with my faith. If I try not to think about God, I can't. And believe me, I want to think about God. I know I am probably not making much sense. My OCD has been so bad in the last few months. I have had harm OCD, and the religious...
  3. Cutiepie44

    Hard to want to read the Bible

    Sometimes I can't even pick the bible up to read it because for some odd reason I feel like I shouldn't... like I am too evil to pick it up and read it. I know that sounds stupid, but that's the way I feel sometimes! That is probably just my OCD kicking in with the stupid intrusive thoughts!
  4. Cutiepie44

    Murder OCD

    I know the exact same feelings Koda, Princess and Freedom! It seems sometimes mine too attach to places or what it is like outside. Strange isn't it? I feel for all of you. My thoughts tend to come and go. But once I think I am over one thought, another one surely takes it's place! It's so...
  5. Cutiepie44

    Have been dealing with a lot

    Glad to see you back, Ruth! Take good care of yourself. I am new here but I hope to make lots of friends! By the way I am from Ohio also!
  6. Cutiepie44

    What Happened to This Person?

    Thank You, Pilgrim. This is a very encouraging post. I am praying for you... and that this, your post, will encourage you again also.
  7. Cutiepie44

    Goodbye

    Yes, I for one understand your pain too. I know I am new and don't know anyone here very well yet, but I will be praying for you Ruth.
  8. Cutiepie44

    what are you feeling right now? (14)

    Depressed, tired. Will be losing everything we have soon if something doesn't give for me job wise. Feeling as if I can't even get out and look for a job due to being soooo depressed. Praying for everyone here.
  9. Cutiepie44

    My conditioning is killing me....

    I too am suffering from what I believe to be OCD, even though I haven't been formally diagnosed either. I have had sooo many intrusive thoughts. From harming thoughts, to wondering if I have committed the "unparnonable sin". I worry all the time that God is mad at me, I'm not really saved,etc...