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    Evil

    I know how this goes and it is complete torment. When I was going through this I thought I was condemned to hell with no hope whatsoever. I had mental breakdowns to the point that I would choke myself with cords just to hurt myself it was so horrible. So I understand how you feel. This continued...
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    How can God help?

    I'm constantly getting thoughts that try to make me feel like I'm doing something wrong. It's so aggravating, but it's getting better. When they happen I try not to worry, ignore it and to wait for it to pass. It's hard though because I want to reassure myself and correct. My faith though has...
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    How to deal with uncertaintiy.

    Uhh, I hate it. My OCD attacks me in different ways like that where they try to put scenarios in my head and I have to try and correct them. It's difficult to deal with. Recently though I've been trying to not worry about it. It's been helping me too. When they start I try to ignore it and it...
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    I feel so alone in these thoughts. Please help.

    I'm glad I could help, but remember that just because the thoughts come in your head doesn't mean they're yours. In the beginning I had several OCD themes where they confused me so bad. Like trying to make me feel like I wanted to murder or hurt people. There's been incest, inappropriate behavior with animals, pedo...
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    I feel so alone in these thoughts. Please help.

    I understand what you're going through. When I was coming close to God four years ago I started getting terrible thoughts about Him. I didn't know why it was happening and I couldn't control it. It was tormenting and I thought I was condemned to hell with no way out. It lasted for awhile, but He...
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    Feeling numb and wanting to die but scared to.

    I used to go through the blasphemy thoughts. When I started getting closer to God the thoughts happened and I didn't know why. I was so scared of blasphemy, it was horrible. I had mental breakdowns, because I felt like I was going to hell with no way out. I was harming myself and I had to go to...
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    Why is it always like this?

    I go through the same thing and it's torture. I try not to worry about it, but usually when I do the thing they say not to do they try to make me feel like I'm deliberately sinning when I'm not. It's scary and I don't even want to sin to begin with.
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    Is this God or my OCD?

    My OCD tells me what to do constantly. Last year they kept telling me to tell people I haven't seen in a long time that I'm a Christian. I didn't want to do that because I didn't think it was the right opportunity and that it was unnecessary. At least I think it was them.
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    Scrupulous self Sabatoge

    I know how you feel. I have gone through the two same things, the conscience one and the one about going to hell if you died for Christ. It's so difficult, but I've learned to depend on Jesus, because daily I'm being horribly attacked. My faith has gotten stronger as well. I hope it gets better...
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    Jesus being Jewish

    Thanks for the replies!
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    Jesus being Jewish

    I know this young girl and her question is if Jews don't believe in Jesus than why is Jesus jewish? I think I know the answer, but I have a hard time explaining things, so I wanted to know how to answer that. Thank you, I just wanted to answer her question.
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    Guilt vs conviction

    Thanks for the answer gloriousruins! I'm glad this helped you cover girl. I know how frustrating it is, but I'm starting to depend on God's grace more. He always gets me through everything.
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    Guilt vs conviction

    Does your OCD ever cause you to feel so guilty over something? Example, the OCD tries to make you feel like something is sin, but you still do it anyways because it's OCD. But does it ever cause you to feel so guilty that it won't go away for awhile? I'm starting to recognize the OCD attacks...
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    Dark Days.

    I wish my OCD problems would stop too. I've been having thoughts that make me feel like every little thing I do is sin, when it's most likely not. Then whenever I do them anyways it feels like I'm deliberately sinning when I'm not, because I don't even want to sin. It's really frustrating. But...
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    confusion

    Thanks! I'm trying to stop worrying about every little thing. I've been telling myself if I find it it's sinful after I've been doing it then I will repent. So it's a lot better then it was, just not perfect.
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    confusion

    Sometimes when I'm about to do something, especially if it's fun, I get thoughts like 'would you give it up if God told you to?' Or 'would you feel sorry for doing it if it were a sin?' Then I get mad because I don't understand why it would be sin, and why I would have to be sorry if it's not...
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    OCD and other questions

    Yes! I look to my emotions to see how I feel about something. Example, whenever I hear about something terrible it feels like I have no emotions whatsoever. Like when a celebrity dies at first I usually feel nothing, it feels like I don't care. I try so hard to get the emotions to make me feel...
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    OCD and other questions

    Thanks for replying! It is very confusing and I end up having breakdowns, probably since that used to happen before when I was really depressed. I'm trying to have more faith, but I know how horrible I can get so it gets discouraging.
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    OCD and other questions

    I have OCD where I get horrible thoughts about stuff. Lately, my thoughts and emotions try to make me feel like I want to take advantage of God and sin deliberately. It really sucks because I don't feel that way, but it gets so strong it seems like I do. Sometimes when I'm about to do...
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    IS there anyone here who overcame social anxiety? And: Support groups

    I've had social anxiety since i was little, but it's not like it used to be. I used to hide my face behind my hair because I didnt want anyone making fun of me for being ugly. So it was really bad. I started seeing a therapist in the 5th or 6th grade, and that lasted years. It didnt help...