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wow thanks Red. i read all that but not sure im understanding it properly. but the end of it sounds good. i just have trouble processing stuff sometimes and not a long concentration i guess

Yes I do feel lots of anger and unforgiveness to people who have hurt me. Im not sure how i can forgive them truly cause i know i should but its seems almost impossible. I tried face to face help and no one seems to really understand how to help me and i dont know how to explain. i just dont...

My name is Samantha and i am 16. Struggling alot at the moment but would prefer to be having some fun.

sad

What can i do to stop feeling like this?

has anyone successfully stopped?

I feel like cutting :(

Im new too so just saying hi :)

i dont like christmas much at all, merry or otherwise. Its very stressful

this is hell on earth maybe

Thanks for your reply. I dont think God really loves me. in my head i do, but not in my feelings.

Today i am just feeling so depressed and like i dont want to be here anymore. But i dont want to go to hell. But i cant stop the memories in my head. I cant eat or sleep. Things just dont get any better. I try and look like im happy but inside im crying. Sorry for posting such a negative...

personality, decisive but not controlling, caring and is able to cry and show emotion when needed

Thankyou that is a really good way of looking at it. Im sure God is more relational than i view him. And yes its true that its harder to relate to the ''father'' concept than jesus for some reasons. i definetly wouldnt want god to be like my father ''shudders''. Just not sure how to change...

Im not sure what entirely to beleive and I think that I cannot ever get close to God. i know in my head that he is there etc etc but it feels like a distant relationship. what do i need to do to get closer to God? I find it hard seeing him as a male which i know is wrong but its something i...

Thankyou for praying for me. And i will check out that webpage. i really hope there is an answer. I have destroyed all the mirrors in the house so i dont have to look at myself. I must be really wierd.

oh and im also bulimic just to add to the self destructive stuff I do. But i cant seem to stop no matter how much i try.

Im 16. I do all sorts of things to try and cope as well as try and be a christian but i dont think im making a very good christian at this stage. I am a self harmer and I hate myself so much. I am really confused and suicidal at times. I hate even looking at myself. And then there is the...