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Thanks, it sure feels like God has turned his back on me and my family. But I guess during doubtful times these thoughts can happen. I know in some way he is there, but not feeling the connection or hearing him is where I'm sad.

Any advice or tips for learning math if you're "slow"?

I've tried to speak with God but I don't know how to feel anymore. I want to be back with God but without feeling or being convinced God is with me. My OCD is very bad and the comfort of God helped me so mmuch in the past.

I don't know of anyone who does.

I'm trying to get God back myself.

You will be ok. I know that doesn't sound correct, but it is.

Things have gotten worst, just as an update. Sometimes I feel like God is punishing me for doubting at times. I just want God's peace again, I may have to see someone and take drugs again. I really hate taking drugs..

Thanks.

Thanks for the words of motivation, What book was it?

The fear and things that haunt me are torture, you uys can understand but I still feel defeated. I can't be strong if my faith is weak. Meds are just patch work, they don't cure or fix anything. I was on prozac for 8 years....it just made it somewhat tolerable. When I had a strong faith, I...

I hope he heals you, he gave up on me or so it feels that way. If I had the faith I had before my big breakdown. I'd feel invincible. I'm at the lowest point myself.

Go read my post, your situation is much easier than mine is. I think you won't go to hell, if your actions reflect genuine goodness and you say to God even if he doesn't like you anymore, I still believe someone or something is there. I think you'll be ok, now me on the otherhand, I'm a disaster.

Enjoy every minute of it, You don't want to end up like me.

The last 3 weeks have been an OCD nightmare for me....I'm sharing all this because I have been a mess for 8 years, but it was manageable with the drugs until 2 years ago. The body becomes immune or resistant to the dose of the drugs, so they want to have you take a higher dose. In turn, you're...

I'm glad you were freed, I have just entered into Hell with mine. Honestly at times I believe in my heart God is there, but I'm at the lowest point of my life now. I have thought about suicide. The rituals I deal with are much more complex and powerful than what you had.