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    Is this possession?

    \ Wow, you explained that so very well mari17. i also struggle with salvation doubts, Noah, and i defnitely agree that OCD will continue to find ways to make you doubt, question ,and worry. once you get peace, then something else will come along. it is also very true and actually part of...
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    i give up, im truly cursed

    please is you hane nothing nice to say, but place blame of the person positing do not waste your time, that is not what i need, and going to church does not take away pain, it only provides support IF it is a biblical church with caring people WILLING to listen, i regret even posting now
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    i give up, im truly cursed

    lets please end this dialogue between us two, because the list of worries are not only worldly, and i do seek God for comfort and i dont get it. you cannot tell me what i do and do not do in my private time with God.
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    i give up, im truly cursed

    i dont get comfort, i never have
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    i give up, im truly cursed

    physician assistant
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    i give up, im truly cursed

    hving ocd makes it impossible to make it with God
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    i give up, im truly cursed

    i dont believe i am saved no matter how much i ask to be saved, i lack conviction from the Holy Spirit, dont hear God, no fruit of Spirit, when i ask God to speak to me through his Word, i get no revelation, reading the buble is boring, prayer is tiring and feels pointless. how did i get here...
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    i give up, im truly cursed

    i have no money, car payment will be due, stuck at a job that im so fearful at because i went a whole year and few months without practicing medicine, i dont like ortho, i want to work in psych but look at how messed up i am. please, understand that i am cursed, i know others here have OCD, but...
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    i give up, im truly cursed

    i just want to givr up. i cant hold on and endure this. God doesnt hear me. im at a job that i have no clue what im doing, i have ni support from a doctor, i am afraid of being sued, i cant afford malpractice insurance, and the owner said he would provide it but im not even sure if he will. i...
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    Doctrine about the Holy Spirit gives me anxiety

    But why don't I feel convicted or hear from the Holy spirit Sincere believers do experuence this
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    Doctrine about the Holy Spirit gives me anxiety

    I was listening to a sermon today and I fell asleep so I'm not sure if what I was hearing about the Holy Spirit was part of the dream or the actual sermon and I'm not sure if my response was taking place in the dream or in reality. But even while awake hearing anything taught about the Holy...
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    Maybe im not Gods child afterall

    the reason that i want God to tell me what to do with my life is because im in a very complicated situation. there are legal ramifications if im not prepared to do a job correctly. i have an interest in psychiatry but i dont want to go into a residency for a year and waste time and take out more...
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    Maybe im not Gods child afterall

    Thank you so much for your beautiful response. It really touched me. I've decided to trust in God no matter what tonight. It's not easy but I must hold on to him and believe he loves me despite absence of feelings and emotions or not feeling his presence. I just hope I will be ashamed in the end...
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    Maybe im not Gods child afterall

    I don't feel convicted when I sin, I just know I've sinned and ask for forgiveness but there's probably many sins I've missed and didn't confess. Do I don't hear from God no revelatiion when i pray for understanding of the Bible, no comfort or guidance from holy spirit, no peace in my...
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    Maybe im not Gods child afterall

    Thank you for the video JohnB445. Thank you Sarah for sharing your story. I experienced a doubt about If God even existed shortly after asking Christ to save me. The doubts About God existence came out of nowhere and it was agonizing. I remember falling to my knees and crying out to God. I don't...
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    Maybe im not Gods child afterall

    But sometimes I question if I even truly believe that Christ died for me. I Know Jesus is the only way but I struggle to imagine him dying on a cross, walking this earth thousands of years ago, and being resurrected. I have Asked God for a saving faith and have also shared my doubts with God...
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    Maybe im not Gods child afterall

    Please excuse any typos I'm sending this through my phone and the key pad isn't that gr
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    Maybe im not Gods child afterall

    I've been through hell (if you care to know the story I have a recent thread posted here called "not sure if I have ocd, but either way my life is ruined).i don't understand God's way and why he has let me suffer so much. I've been unemployed as a PA for over a yeae all my classmates have jobs...
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    unsure if i have OCD, but my life is ruined anyway

    Thank you Jeshu for sharing your story. I just don't have faith. I can't see past this. It's like I'm alone. I am alone. It doesn't matter how much it hurts God doesn't help, he just doesn't help. I cant do this and that's all I can say. I'm tired.