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    I made a big mistake.....

    No one will convince me anything false don't worry. No person will change my mind on what I did, when I know what I gave up there's no way someone else can tell me it was nothing. God doesn't make mistakes and he gives us what he knows we can handle. I forfeited what he allowed to begin in...
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    I made a big mistake.....

    Your right I'll call the number the clinic gave me tomorrow. Thank u.
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    I made a big mistake.....

    Thank you I know this..... Maybe with time I'll feel better but honestly I kind of don't want to feel ok, it's weird because I deserve to feel like [bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse]e.... I guess I broke my own heart
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    I made a big mistake.....

    If I could go back I wouldn't do it.... I apologise to my baby everyday. Every car drive alone I cry, most showers, sometimes while I'm working I just stop and stare trying not to tear, anytime I'm alone. I'm crying now as I type.... I've used so many cucumbers on my eyes before everyone...
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    I made a big mistake.....

    I really need to share this burden.... Feel free to tell me what a piece of [bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse] I am. I'm so sad everyday and I've made a big mistake I have to live with forever.... God was still with me through it, I encountered him a few times during the decision period, I know I'm already forgiven...
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    Need advice and or information please

    I think every spirit that makes themselves known is bad lol they're not always but I'm on guard I don't need that weird [bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse][bless and do not curse] around me..... Usually when bad ones flee you get a sense of their anger, hatred, jealousy, resentment and or sickness as they leave. But this one just hurried away it...
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    What are you eating???

    I'm sooo hungry right now thinking I should be lazy but good and have a shake or be terrible and go out to eat with my mum...... Or just make something lol I made a healthy fried rice this morning for my kids school lunch but didn't feed myself or even have a coffee soooo pretty much dying atm...
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    I was cravin' Cajun so I made this gumbo:

    :( I've never tried gumbo....
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    Need advice and or information please

    cool story :)... I get the lord will impart the answers I seek in his time and in the meantime I must suffice with his rest and I'm falling short by seeking answers I don't think I could get from man. It's an impossible ridiculous situation really that at the end of the day has no real...
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    I had a dream last night

    you start out with a cave (dark, loneliness) the fact that classmates are there may just be an expression of how your feeling at uni, then you say or a tent and you mention lighting (supposedly party tent/ rave) the fact the lighting is dim is symbolic of how your feeling at uni also a part of...
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    Need advice and or information please

    All my life I've witnessed spiritual things couldn't keep count if I tried. I hardly care for them although sometimes they've been informative and helped me understand ALOT about people. Anyway I've had to go through spiritual attacks don't know why they come for me I've no interest in...
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    What does "The fear of the Lord"mean?

    I studied this once (keep in mind I study for my own satisfaction rather than be able to tell others anything so I don't memorise fine details sorry). In short tho I found that the Greek and Hebrew words for fear were also used as; revere, respect or to avoid displeasing. So I think from that...
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    The Dawn Massacre

    How disturbing and moving at the same time...... I definitely think Israel should take a leaf out of hamas book wooing the media these days is a valuable tool!! Social media is dangerously under used when it comes to Israel smh....
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    Why do some denominations not believe in Once Saved, Always Saved? (2)

    If you've ever been told by god himself that you belong to him END OF STORY........ This is my salvation I cannot fall from it but I will and I do still carry shame for any and every wrong choice I have made.
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    Hate Against Islam

    God has taught me over the years to fully understand others so I find it terribly hard to make rash judgments on anyone or anything. I think hatred is always unnecessary and is mostly for the short sighted. This week I saw that a young girl at a place I regularly eat has become muslim and now...
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    k newbie hea, big big deal... I'm in a mess

    Had to come back and read this^^^^ especially the last post @pal handy........ I've come far, left that man, got stronger, kids are happy and safe..... Had a set back play on my mind; after well over a years time of absolutely no contact that numbskull turned up on my doorstep and I'm sooo...
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    Charlotte Dawson killed herself

    :idea: if it makes you buzz ^_^ your transparency is :(
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    Stockings

    Lol the word stockings made me laugh ayyy not sure why.... First time looking in beauty and the first topic I saw was stockings. That is a good question tho I always thought panty hose were great, when I was little I'd sit at my teachers legs on the mat and touch them lol I realise now how...
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    Charlotte Dawson killed herself

    sarcasm noted; ;) and... This is not an accusation; Pretty sure if we weren't on the same page Traveller would've said so. Besides the title of the thread and the first post containing How could we not be?...... If by stupidity we were not it's not a big deal because we have real...
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    Charlotte Dawson killed herself

    :thumbsup: it's cute how you think I need to prove my difference in reading comprehension to you. peace you out :wave: