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I have BPD, dissociative disorder, general anxiety, phobia and panic disorder, but I've been pretty functional studying, working and raising my son, although through a very troubled trajectory so far. At the age of 37 (I'm 40 now) I almost died and spent one whole year of my life disabled by...

All I see on your posts, regardless your opinion, is love and care. Suicide is an issue hard to touch since we fear for the possible consequences of our words over someone, especially over the one who suffers psychological pain. I know that you've just showed your point of view here because you...

Everytime I think of suicide, I don't feel like I'm sinning. I focus on my purpose in life, that is raising my son, and I decide to stay around while he needs me. I decide to bear the pain once more, for a little more time, for him. There's something worse than my own pain: the pain I can cause...

Samson committed suicide and is remembered as a hero of faith in Hebrews 11. Was his fighting a war an excuse? Wasn't he moved by deep depression due to being under such conditions, after being tortured and full of regrets? Was it fatal, as fulfilling a fate, or would he have had a choice...

I agree with you about everything, especially about the professionals. I went to a doc who was also a psychanalyst and he told me I had nothing and blamed me for everything wrong in my life. I left his office and a need to suicide grew stronger. But a friend told me to look for someone else and...

Dear, your words could be mine too. Just keep in mind that these times end up passing. You'll have bright days. It's hard to see it, but it's true. Concerning medication, I quit them all because of stomachaches, but now I'm taking them again. See your doctor if they're not working for you. May...

I have always been feeling the same. It's good to meet people like you guys because solitude feels more bearable. At this point, though I have a very stable job, I feel like quitting it and moving somewhere else. What keeps me in the same job and the same place is my responsibility as a mother...

Now that I know a little more about it, I can see that not only me, but my mom, my ex-stepfather and some of my mom's sisters and nieces have either the borderline or the bipolar disorder. We all has made a lot of suffering to one another, but I'm the only one who subimmited a diagnose...

well I was diagnosed a couple of moths ago and I'm 38! Since then I've started searching and reading about it and I can say that it fits me almost perfectly, though not without lots of shame. Since I can remember, I've been living life as it was a struggle between me and them, spending too much...