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  1. Cerulean_Butterfly

    Last Thing You Said!!

    "This thing is funny 'The Last thing I said...'"
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    Last Thing You Said!!

    "We can't figure out how to order it."
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    I told my boyfriend.

    He's amazing. *lovey sigh* lol. ;)
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    Encouraging songs for SIers or those with depression

    That is my most favorite song in the whole world!! This is my favorite verse: "Who am I?... that the Lord of all the earth... would care to know my name... would care to feel my hurt..." Just to know that He feels my pain... makes a world of a difference.
  5. Cerulean_Butterfly

    I am finally wanting to stop for me

    I'm glad you've decided to stop. That's a huge step in your recovery. I know it's scary... and I know it's hard... but you really can do it. Hang in there and always remember... you can always come here to vent and share your progress with all of us. I'm so very proud of you. Stay strong...
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    I'm a hopeless cutter

    no one is ever hopeless... you can do this... hang in there. :hug: Stay strong. You're loved. -Jo. :hug:
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    It gets more difficult to resist...

    Try what my therapist has me do... When you get triggered... Say to yourself "I'm not going down that road" as many times as you need to. The reason this works is... your brain only has so many pathways... and if you block all of them with good thoughts... the bad ones go away. Ever tried to...
  8. Cerulean_Butterfly

    Infections

    :hug: I don't know what else to say but that... I love you, Andrew. Hang in there ok? :hug: -Jo. :hug:
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    I told my boyfriend.

    Thanks girls. TearDrop - It sounds like your boyfriend just cares about you alot... maybe that's why. He probably just wants what's best for you. :) :hug: -Jo. :hug:
  10. Cerulean_Butterfly

    Things you wouldn't say to your father.

    LOL. Oooouuuccch.
  11. Cerulean_Butterfly

    Things you wouldn't say to your father.

    ^^ Why wouldn't you tell your dad that?? :scratch:
  12. Cerulean_Butterfly

    Could I have an ED?

    Hun, only your doctor can diagnose you with an ED. But at 5' 1" and 75 lbs, you're very underweight. Also, with your behaviors, I would definetly talk to your doctor right away. Please also know, YOU ARE NOT FAT!!! At all. Don't let Ana tell you that. Good luck sweetie. -Jo. :hug:
  13. Cerulean_Butterfly

    I told my boyfriend.

    I told my boyfriend that I cut. He took it really really well. He said: "It's ok. You can get through it... I know you can. If you ever feel upset or triggered or anything like that, call me. Talk to me. I'll help as best I can. I don't want you to hurt yourself. I love you." :blush: I love...
  14. Cerulean_Butterfly

    Things you wouldn't say to your father.

    I wasn't kissing him... I was telling his lips a secret.
  15. Cerulean_Butterfly

    A new way to look at day count.

    Glad y'all like the idea. :) Keep up the great work, girls. I love you all. -Jo. :hug:
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    Things you wouldn't say to your father.

    "Who died and made you the boss??" :D
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    Things you wouldn't say to your father.

    "Dad, were you desperate when you got married?"
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    Things you wouldn't say to your father.

    *dad listening in on a convo* "Um hello? Can I help you? This is an A, B conversation so 'C' your way out of it."
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    Things you wouldn't say to your father.

    "Hey dad... do you think you could run to the store to grab me some tampons? Thanks. :) "