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    i just need to cry

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    why does this make me horrible

    Never mind point has been proven im not welcome here or at any church for the simple fact im gay. Thanks much love to all.
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    Dont say it enough

    I just wanted to say i love yall. I can never tell the people i love that i love them enough. So i thought id take a minute to tell yall i love you and thanks you for being there through my rough times and keepin me going and for all the prayers you said for me. I miss yall but no matter that...
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    Just wanted to say hi

    I just wanted to stop by and say hi to everyone and that i miss and love yall so much. Ive kept all of yall in my prayers even though im not here as much anymore. I think of each and everyone of yall daily. Im doing really good and finally happy in life. Ive been stayin pretty busy most these...
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    it hurts but im leaving

    As much as i hate to say it im leaving cf. I no longer am accepted as being a christian any more. And its breakin my heart to be torn down by other christians for things that i cannot help. But enough of why i wanted to say thank you to each and everyone of yall who loved and supported me no...
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    Could you please say a few prayers

    I post here the most and know most of yall here so Im just gonna ask for prayers here.I have a few prayer request for some of my friends and myself. My best friend's son has been sick on an off for quite sometime now. We have been worried to death about him. So if you can please pray for him...
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    Just need to get things out

    I am so very depressed more so than I have been in long time. I just need to feel God right now and I cant. I need to know He is with me and Loves me. I know Im not making the perfect decisions in life that most people wont approve of. Im just afraid God is going to hate me for it. Im struggling...
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    Cross Roads

    I feel as if my life is at alot of cross roads lately. Lots of decisions that could affect my whole life to come. Most of it I cant really talk about though cause Im not sure if its worth losing people in my life cause I love them so much and they mean the world to me but its like Im not happy...
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    Full of anger

    I am right now just full of anger. I dont care what happens to me or anything else. I dont know why but I just feel so angry. Like I feel mad at the world for no reason. Ok maybe I know why Im so angry but it comes from a hurt I felt today but cant talk about. But really right now I could just...
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    Should of been me

    Im just sitting here sad and crying. Today would of been my brothers 27th birthday but yet he isnt here no more to celebrate it. And it breaks and tears my heart to pieces still to this day. Here I am still alive and he is gone forever leaving not just me but more importantly his little boy. I...
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    Please someone pray for me over this

    Could use some prayers right now. Ive been going through alot of stress as of late with my job. I have the highest stress position you can have where I work and Ive put up with it now for about 5yrs straight out of the 10yrs Ive put into this job. Dont get me wrong Ive loved this postion I have...
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    Falling Away

    I just find myself day in and day out just falling further away from everything. I dont want to go to church no more. I just want to get drunk/high/cut. I know I feel like Im just losing hope and faith. I feel Im just living the day till I finally die and the quicker the better. Like I can drink...
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    :'( falling apart

    Missing my brother so much right now :cry: Tuesday will be 2yrs to long. I lost my brother and best friend in life. We werent twins but it seemed like it. We did everything together in life for 24yrs. Where one was the other one wasnt far always into mischief. I really miss him. Im tired of...
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    Unloved feeling

    I just want to feel loved and not abandoned anymore. I wish this was an easy thing and somthing easy to explain but its not for me. I know God loves me but what I want is someone in my life living in this world in person to love me. :argh:
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    Please Pray for my Grandfather

    If anyone could please pray for my grandfather. I just got the call he is being rushed into emergency surgery. They rushed him to the big hospital we have about an hour away. They said his gall bladder is infected has alot of stones is ready to burst at any moment. My family is headed there. Im...
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    Im tired of trying

    Im trying to be happy and joyful but Im finding it hard to do. Im finding it hard to hold it together anymore. Ive always had to hold it together and be strong for everyone. Not a single person in my real life outside of here knows my heart is aching. They see me as the strong person the one who...
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    Just wanted to share this

    I wanted to share this because its something Ive been through and it touched my heart and hope it does someone else. Just remember Everybody Love Everybody. My story - YouTube
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    Everything crashing around me

    :cry: I think right now everything that has happened is sinking in. I feel like the world around me is crashing down and I feel like I cant escape. I cant keep on like this anymore. Im tired and Im tired of being the strong one. Everyday I have to live like nothing is this world has ever...
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    Prayers for my sister and family

    I just want to ask some prayers for my sister her kids and as a whole my family. Yesterday about noon I got the frightening call that my sisters house was on fire. Thankfully it was contained by the firefighters that were on scene in minutes. Thankfully she just got minor burns to her hands that...
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    Could Use A Lot Of Prayers And Love

    As a lot of people know now I have been doing a lot in my life as of late. I started going to church again after over 10yrs of not going. Ive been doing a lot of soul searching and learning more about God again and just trying to do a lot of healing in my life that Ive never been able to do. I...