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  1. droidBebe

    Bad days

    How do you know if you're having a bad day or if its that your medicine isn't working anymore? If you're having a bad day how do you make yourself feel better?
  2. droidBebe

    Scriptures for when youre suicidal...

    ...Does anyone have any? Please?
  3. droidBebe

    Side Effects

    I started taking a medicine for my symptoms. The medicine helps me a lot; I've become more productive. But it also makes me agitated and it makes me have those times when there feels like I have bugs crawling underneath my epidermis. I have to go see the psychiatrist and report to him but I'm...
  4. droidBebe

    How do we know when we are in crisis?

    I think I might be but it's hard for me to judge. I cannot stop crying. My chest keeps hurting. I can't stay out of bed for more than five minutes. I'm hardly drinking water or eating. I'm extremely exhausted. I've had several really scary thoughts - that come from seemingly no where- about...
  5. droidBebe

    what I'm for

    People get money and food from me when they are hungry and they only come to see me or call when they need a baby sitter or want to have sex and then they leave me until they need something else. That's all that I'm good for. I really believe that this is why I was born. To be taken advantage of...
  6. droidBebe

    I'm afraid to say anything.

    I'm afraid to tell my family that I may need more help and support and to tell them that I am hearing voices and getting ideas, etc again. I don't know what to do or say. I think they are embarrassed about me having been in the hospital and my cutting and suicide attempts plus I only recently...
  7. droidBebe

    how i look

    How am I supposed to know if what I'm thinking and saying is weird to ppl around me? Sometimes I think I'm thinking alright but later, when its too late, I can see.that I looked insane. Is there a way to avoid this or something?
  8. droidBebe

    atonement?

    Shalom! I am an Hebrew, a daughter of Jacob. I am trying to understand how its possible for a human to be an acceptable sacrifice for my people. Why do ppl think our Alhym would accept human blood? I'm asking because I'm trying to know the truth and I'm confused. I feel like I'm under pressure...
  9. droidBebe

    hi

    I don't like making threads or coming on this website n e more or really praying anymore because I am super angry at God. I just want to come back and be who I was in Christ again because I'm tired of getting high and drunk and finding new ppl to have sex with in order to forget God because I...
  10. droidBebe

    Lonely

    I'm so lonely and bored with the same everyday nothingness. I want to go out and laugh and enjoy myself. I want to have fun and live life. I've been getting like this a lot over the past two weeks or so. It's increasing. I just don't want to waste my life being sad and alone and depressed the...
  11. droidBebe

    Christopher

    I didn't want to start a new thread like this but I did not see any other appropriate way so please excuse me? But I really need to find something out... Is there anyone that posts regularly on these particular boards by the name of "Christopher"? Or a name that is similar? If not, is there...
  12. droidBebe

    Incorporating

    This is an agreement that I need to make and I don't know how to build a corporation. The statement below is what I'm not understanding. Please guide me in how I can do this, where I need to go, what's involved, etc. I just really don't understand/know anything about this. Incorporation...
  13. droidBebe

    Roy Quantico

    i woke up from this dream about 1 AM i was at my aunts house sitting in her bedroom in a chair by her nightstand next to her bed. my mom was sitting on her bed. there came a phone call (it felt like it was around 11 pm). I answered and heard a very familiar voice on the other end. I knew...
  14. droidBebe

    A couple of questions..not a dream.

    I used to have prophetic dreams. I used to have to tell people what God wanted them to hear. How come this isn't happening right now![bless and do not curse] What does it mean if someone tells you a dream and you can see it! Almost like you're dreaming it as you hear it. Like puzzle pieces...
  15. droidBebe

    My Sons Dream

    My son had a dream that there was a building (it was in the woods). I was with him and two of my other boys. He said that we entered the building; outside it looked "american" he said but inside it looked like it was from another place he said. Once we were inside he said that he was trying...
  16. droidBebe

    Beat

    I Feel beat, tired and just plain old feel like curling in a ball and being sad. Just do nothing. I don't want to though. I got the boys off to school and I feel like I just ran a marathon! As soon as I got them out the door I felt like being sad and tired. Maybe I told myself that I was? I...
  17. droidBebe

    Help: I quit smoking...now what?

    Quit a couple of days ago. I am doing better than I expected I would. My question is this: why am I so hungry and what can I do about this? Why of all things am I eating? Really, I don't even think I'm hungry and gum doesn't help. I don't want to keep eating like this but I don't want to start...
  18. droidBebe

    A Best, A First, A Dream

    This will be good for everyone I hope! I thought it would be good to share with others a dream you might have or something you would like to accomplish someday. Maybe you have a "first" you would like to achieve out of your family and friends or it could be just a personal first! Well...
  19. droidBebe

    Been...

    Without a connection. I'll check in as much as I can. Love you all!
  20. droidBebe

    I need some insight

    I am thinking something I have thought about doing many times before and won't know if it is God bringing it to mind: that I should give my children in adoption. I can't work and or afford our expenses. I'm taking care of five children by myself. Maybe it's best for them even if it will be...