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  1. amandita

    Reading and Praying...Anxiety?

    I have OCD and have had blasphemous thoughts concerning God's nature. Because of this and the anxiety I feel about maybe not being forgiven I've fallen away from reading my Bible. I want to read it, but it makes me more anxious. I'm afraid my thoughts are equivalent to the unpardonable sin...
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    Having A Hard Time

    Hi guys, I'm having a hard time lately. I'm very worried that I've committed the unforgivable sin by having some very blasphemous thoughts about God. I don't want to talk about what they are, but they are terrible. I am afraid that I had the thoughts on purpose. I don't believe them or...
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    Having a Very Tough Time Lately

    Hi everyone. Will you all please pray for me? I'm having a hard time lately. I have OCD and worry a lot about whether I am saved or not. It feels like I constantly need to "check" my faith instead of checking door locks or something else. Also, sometimes I have very bad/blasphemous...
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    Wanting to start ERP

    I want to get in with a counselor or therapist that does ERP, because the one that I have been seeing will pretty much only do talk therapy with me and tell me to not focus on the bad thoughts and anxiety when it happens. Well, obviously, that just isn't working. Plus, my OCD just changed...
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    What exactly is the unforgivable sin? Help!

    I really need some advice and prayers! I have a problem. I've always thought that the unforgivable sin is rejecting Jesus as Lord and Savior. Well, last night, I was tired and really grumpy. I'm nearing the end of my pregnancy, and I'm very tired of being pregnant. I just don't feel good...
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    Afraid of rejecting salvation.

    Why can't I just believe? I am so afraid that I am going to go to hell. I want to trust Jesus, but I don't feel like I can. I feel like I am willingly rejecting him because I am refusing to believe, but I want to believe so badly! I feel like I am going crazy. Every thought I have is...
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    Terrified...it came back again.

    After several good months without any major spikes, I had a terrible dream 3 nights ago and woke up the next morning in full-blown OCD mode. I've been trying to not feed the thoughts but it is impossible this time. I don't even see the point in living right now. I'm 7 months pregnant and...
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    OCD and Miscarriage

    Can a miscarriage cause OCD to worsen? I was diagnosed with OCD a few years ago, and it was pretty bad for a while with thoughts/doubt about my faith and salvation. I went to counseling and took medication, and the thoughts became under control. For the the past year or so I had very few...
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    Pray for me please

    Hey guys. Please pray for me. My thoughts, doubts, and worries about my salvation came back a few days ago, and I've really been struggling with it. I'm so tired of these thoughts. :(
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    Heartache

    How does one heal a broken heart? And how can you forgive someone without setting yourself up to get hurt again?
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    Has anyone here taken the GRE?

    I need GRE advice! I am taking the GRE tomorrow morning, and I'm freaking out! I've been studying, but I still feel so unprepared, especially concerning all the gigantic vocabulary words. Does anyone have any last minute GRE tips or advice? It would be very much appreciated. I am so nervous!
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    Missing Person

    My fiance's father is missing. He lives in Mexico and was dating a woman there (fiance's parents are divorced). She left him this past week because of his excessive drinking. Now, no one can find him. He hasn't shown up at work, is not at his house, and has had no contact with family or...
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    Tornado Victims

    I am from Mississippi, near Smithville, which was completely obliterated by a tornado today. There is nothing left. I cannot believe my house was spared. Please pray for the victims, for those that are trapped in buildings, for the families of those who have died or disappeared. It is bad in...
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    I am sad. Need to vent.

    Oh my goodness. I have been crying my eyes out all day long. The mail man ran over my puppy and killed him without even stopping to offer help or to apologize. I found him dead in the road. I never want to see such an awful sight again. What made it even more painful were my two little...
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    Salvation and OCD

    I think I became a Christian a little over a year ago, but over the past year I have found myself facing torments of doubt. I have been diagnosed with OCD so I'm sure that makes it worse. I am on medication for it, and it helps some, but recently I've been having a hard time again. I want...
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    Trusting and Resting in Jesus; Salvation

    I think I became a Christian a little over a year ago, but over the past year I have found myself facing torments of doubt. I have been diagnosed with OCD so I'm sure that makes it worse. I am on medication for it, and it helps some, but recently I've been having a hard time again. I want...
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    What is the unforgivable sin?

    I'm confused about what the unforgivable sin is? How do you know if you've done it or not? The other day, after getting very frustrated with God about some things, I told Him that I was tired of Him, to leave me alone, and that I quit. I didn't mean these things and regretted them after I...
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    It came back...

    I have OCD. I had been doubting my salvation for months. It was all I could think about. It went away for a few weeks and then came back stronger. I am so sick of all of this. Then, yesterday, I made a mistake. I got so fed up with all of the thoughts, worries, and mental checking that I...
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    I'm new here...having problems

    Hey everyone. Sorry in advance for the long post. I'm pretty new here. If you look at my previous posts, you can see I've had problems with doubting my salvation, and these thoughts have persisted for quite some time. I want to be saved, and I believe Jesus is the Messiah who gives eternal...
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    Questioning my Salvation

    Hello! I'm sorry this is a long post, but it would mean a lot to me if you would take the time to read it and give me some Christian advice. I really don't know where else to turn. Here's a little background information. I prayed the sinner's prayer when I was 10 years old, but I never grew...