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    Panicking. Please Pray.

    I also posted this under the depression forum. I need all the prayers I can get. I suffer with OCD, panic disorder & depression. As a child I had severe allergies & then a 30-year addiction to nasal spray, all of which gave me an intense phobia of not being able to breathe through my nose. Two...
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    Consumed With Fear & Panic

    I am still having pain & congestion from sinusitis & because of my OCD & panic disorder it is causing me overwhelming fear of never being well again. I've been on meds since Friday & feel pretty much the same with just occasional relief. I have always had intense fear of not breathing through my...
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    Please Pray, Allergic Problem Depressing Me

    Normally through most of the year I am allergy free thanks to the allergy shots & meds that the Lord has provided for me. After horribly suffering for 38 years, He faithfully provided healing for me. However, in the fall I am still bothered. This is the 3rd year in a row that I am having...
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    Please pray for me today!

    Please Pray For Me Today! I need all the prayers I can get today. Something is about to happen & I don't know which way it will go. You know the problems I have with my husband. I've prayed for 3 years for things to change, tried to be an example to him, failed in many ways I'm sure &...
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    Please pray for me today!

    Please Pray For Me Today! I need all the prayers I can get today. Something is about to happen & I don't know which way it will go. You know the problems I have with my husband. I've prayed for 3 years for things to change, tried to be an example to him, failed in many ways I'm sure &...
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    Please Pray For Me Today!

    I need all the prayers I can get today. Something is about to happen & I don't know which way it will go. You know the problems I have with my husband. I've prayed for 3 years for things to change, tried to be an example to him, failed in many ways I'm sure & confessed to God everything I can...
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    Desperately need urgent prayer!

    A lot of you guys know what all I've suffered due to my husband's problems the past 3 years. I was trying a different approach, just being kind & waiting on the Lord to handle it & trying to be hopeful, not putting any pressure on him like Dr. Dobson says in "Love Must Be Tough". But earlier...
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    Desperately need urgent prayer!

    A lot of you guys know what all I've suffered due to my husband's problems the past 3 years. I was trying a different approach, just being kind & waiting on the Lord to handle it & trying to be hopeful, not putting any pressure on him like Dr. Dobson says in "Love Must Be Tough". But earlier...
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    Urgent, Desperate Need For Prayer!

    A lot of you guys know what all I've suffered due to my husband's problems the past 3 years. I was trying a different approach, just being kind & waiting on the Lord to handle it & trying to be hopeful, not putting any pressure on him like Dr. Dobson says in "Love Must Be Tough". But earlier...
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    Feeling Hopeless & Tired

    Having a very "down" day. Seems like everything in my own life & everyone around me is falling apart. Getting so tired of trying every day. Starting to be afraid nothing is ever going to change. What do you do with these feelings? I'm so tired of being sad. I have meds & so forth but this...
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    Need Prayer & Deliverance

    I need as much prayer as I can possibly get right now. The more I try to live for Christ the more the devil goes after my husband & the more he tries to destroy our marriage. Things have hit bottom in the past few days & we don't know if we can stick it out or not. It is not my desire to divorce...
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    Good News!

    :clap::clap::clap::clap::clap: The vet said Bonnie's latest tests are good. Her cortisol level is within 3 points of where he'd like it to be so we increased her meds by 5mg & will retest in about 3 weeks. He said he thought she looked better overall. Thanks to everyone who has prayed for us...
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    Tests Again Tomorrow For Bonnie

    Bonnie goes back to the vet again tomorrow for the ACTH blood test to measure the level of cortisol in her blood. She's been on a medication increase for 3 weeks. I've lost count of how many of these tests she's had & they are very expensive. Please help me pray that for her sake she will soon...
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    Relationship with Jesus not "obsession"

    The other day somebody basically told me that they think my love for Jesus, the Word, & my church are just an "obsession". I was really hurt by this because the person knows I have OCD but my relationship with Jesus Christ has nothing to do with it. My obsessions are always about fear of bad...
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    Prayer

    I haven't been on CF as much lately, so much going on in the community here & I've been trying to get out more to see if that made me feel less lonely/depressed. It does help but that left me with less time to check in with everyone. I wanted to let you all know I think about you every day & I...
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    Things have been better lately

    I'm happy to say that things at home have been better lately. I thank every one of you who has prayed for me & for my husband's problems. He has turned down at least 4 "party" invitations that I know of & has not been going out to places he shouldn't be. He works & then comes home. I'm...
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    Good News

    :clap:Good news at the vet this morning. Bonnie's blood sugar is down to 120, which is a good normal reading. This is the first time this has happened since we started treating her diabetes so I'm hoping it's about to get under control. Keep praying. :clap:
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    Bonnie Still Needs Prayer

    Bonnie's latest test results are in & she is still not where she needs to be. The vet is increasing her dosage & we will check again in a few weeks. Her poor little back legs are getting so weak. The Cushing's Disease causes the back leg & hip muscles to atrophy, so she walks funny now, plus she...
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    Betrayed & Lied About?

    OK, this is real weird. I had posted the other day about how a friend that I've known all my life has apparently stopped speaking to me & I didn't know why, right after she let her husband come back. Well, I had sent a text several days ago to see how she was doing & she ignored it, but I looked...
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    Waiting For Test Results/Funny Little Dog

    I took Bonnie yesterday for another blood test for her Cushing's Disease to see if the new meds have gotten her cortisol level where it needs to be. The vet sends it out to a lab so I haven't heard anything yet. The last time her score had come down from 105 to 15. It needs to be 5 or less, so...