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    Endless misery

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    Confused about what direction to take

    Sorry fieldmouse. LOL I'm praying for you sister!!!!! :)
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    Confused about what direction to take

    fieldmouse, I'm going through the same thing brother. I was suppose to take the LSAT this week but I decided not to take it. I feel that God steered me away from that direction FOR NOW for a reason. He wants me to focus on my mental and spiritual health before I go on to the next phase in my...
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    The Secret to Overcoming Depression

    Depression is something that is very difficult to overcome for many individuals suffering from this grave disease. This disease is made up of various degrees. The most fatal of these degrees can bring an individual to his or her knees looking for a way out through self-destruction aka suicide...
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    How does God feel about those who drink alcohol or smoke marijuana?

    I've heard so many different opinions on this subject and now I'd like to hear what all of you in this great forum think. I was taught that drinking and smoking marijuana is wrong but I've heard other Christians justify moderate drinking and marijuana use since it (marijuana) is a "natural"...
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    Please continue to pray for me

    I'd like to thank you all for being there for me over the last month or so. I feel like you all have helped me a lot. Please continue to pray for me. Add me to your prayers lists, tell others to pray for me too, please!!! That way God will heal me faster and make me a better Chrisitan forever...
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    How do I know which decisions God wants me to make?

    Thanks everyone. Here is the problem. The test is on June 10th and I haven't really been able to study for it. Most individuals that take the test, take various prep courses before taking test. These are expensive prep courses! They obviously take them for a reason and that's because the...
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    How do I know which decisions God wants me to make?

    Many of you already know my painful story. It's listed on another thread. Right now, I'm going through some difficult trials and I believe it's a huge test from God. God is calling on me and I'm responding. I'm looking to get closer to him and I'm seeking his comfort and guidance. I have a...
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    Endless misery

    Thank you all for your kind words. Though I feel horrible right now, I know that I will get through it. I mean, how much worse can it get? This is as bad as it will ever get. I'm sure I will become stronger because of this. I will continue to love my ex-wife and my kids with all of my...
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    Endless misery

    Just as I suspected. I just found out. My ex-wife now has a boyfriend and it's all my fault. Why did things end up this way???????? I just wish I could put my family back together again. I'd do it so much different now. I know that eventually God will get me through this. This is the worst pain...
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    Endless misery

    Thank you for your support. Yes, I have been attending church and praying but nothing seems to work. I know that to get to the end I mustn't give up but it's so darn difficult. This depression is affecting me in a number of ways. It's affecting my work and studies. I hate myself for...
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    Endless misery

    Update: I was doing ok for two weeks. I avoided my ex-wife as much as I could. I had to do this because I'd get depressed and sad every time I'd see her. Now the pain has resurfaced and It hurts when I see my kids as well. I feel like I'm not going to make it. I'm considering not seeing...
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    my wife

    I'm praying for you brother. I've given you all of my blessings. You seem to need them more than me. I know the pain you're feeling. Read my prayer. It's hard. We'll get through it. I've faith in my lord. God bless you. angelgabriel
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    Endless misery

    On Saturday I thought I was going to die. Sunday and Monday were a lot better. I kept busy to suppress the pain. This morning my cancer stricken aunt finally passed away. I feel so horrible. So many things are affecting me right now. Please pray for me. Bless you all.
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    suicidal thoughts again

    Brenda, I know what you're going through because I'm going through it right now. I've been on an emotional roller coaster for the past 6 months. One day I want to live and the next day I don't. Earlier today I felt like I was at the end of the road. Whatever you do, hang in there. Things will...
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    Endless misery

    Update for those of you who have taken the time to be there for me: The last week has been a roller coaster. One second I'm ok the next I'm suffering from an unbearable misery. I'm trying to keep myself busy so I won't be down all the time. I'm going to the gym, following my dreams...
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    Endless misery

    altya, you've got the story all wrong. My ex-wife didn't do anything to me. I was the one who called for a seperation a year and a half ago and I'm the one that didn't want to get back together with her. I pushed for the divorce because I didn't think I loved her. One year later, I grew a...
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    Endless misery

    Thank you all once again. I cannot thank you enough. As amie predicted, the pain grew worse. I'm going through some very difficult times. I feel like I'm going to fall apart. I keep crying out to God to help me. I just saw my children an hour ago and I feel apart when I left them. I'm...
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    Endless Misery

    I agree. I've edited my poem. Thank you. God bless.