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In October and over the years I've dealt w addiction to a certain med I have anxiety so I truly do need it....In that month I bought a Internet Benzo off the dark web...I was taking it and getting into my roomies Norco.. My gf talked me into throwing it out...I started to go thru withdrawals...

this is dabro. Last night I had dream after dream of my ex which I still love. We have been apart going on eleven years. I have made sure that she can't see my fb and I can't and won't submit myself to jealousy by seeing hers. Please pray that God uses these dreams to bring me back to...

I have been single almost a year and I have been single from someone I loved for almost ten years.....I pray that God will bring me a wife that loves Him with all her heart. I pray that I will love her and be attracted to her and she will love me.....Guys I have a problem with looks.....I have...

I get a spike....a question that I fully can never be sure of. Am I dead and at some refining judgment.....Did I die back in 05 from a drug overdose......Has this been all a test? I go off a remind myself that yes I am dead and sitting, standing walking before God......That no one here an...

the world scares me....Growing up until 23 the world never effected me like games like mortal kombat or destruction. Things that your conscience becomes numb to.....Now that I know it was never supposed to be like this, everything in the world scares me.....How fast we are running this world...

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Okay, going to give the run down.....In 06 i accepted Christ......Now I was dealing with auditory voices and visuals and I checked myself in.......They asked me do I want to be admitted or seen out patient......I said out patient....So when I get home that night i toke on a bowl of weed and...

Okay I have just got the overwhelming sadness in me. I just helped my roommate move a lot of stuff and that's a workout but when I got home I had this deep sadness and fear.....I felt like the panic I had when I went thru a traumatic psychotic episode in 05. Like i was reliving all the sorrow...

I am like Lot in Sodom and Gomorrah. I am vexed daily by my surroundings and also resisting leaving since I really have no where else to go......You examine scripture.....Put every bodies words up to scripture and if it doesn't line up than be weary of what you absorb...

All I do is wake up. Take pills. Have apathy beyond apathy and go lay back down and my day is wasted. I don't enjoy things anymore.....That is what my life consists of. I wake up take pills than lay back down. My life doesn't produce anything but pain. I don't know why It is so gloomy but I...

It never ceases to amaze me of how long I can go thinking I'm living out the christian life but really it's all fueled by fear. I said yesterday I'm done with it. It I have to live in pain motivated by OCD and condemnation than I don't want to practice this faith anymore. I can go months and...

It never ceases to amaze me of how long I can go thinking I'm living out the christian life but really it's all fueled by fear. I said yesterday I'm done with it. It I have to live in pain motivated by OCD and condemnation than I don't want to practice this faith anymore. I can go months and...

I mean I'm not trying well in a way I might as well just come out and say I'm trying to defend the sinful man I am. If the bible as a whole and everything in it on correcting to telling us not to be deceived......Who makes it to heaven.....If I grow in a area and explode in another with...

I mean I'm not trying well in a way I might as well just come out and say I'm trying to defend the sinful man I am. If the bible as a whole and everything in it on correcting to telling us not to be deceived......Who makes it to heaven.....If I grow in a area and explode in another with...

Okay I was hoping my pharmacy was going to fill my script but it turns out that I have five or four more days until I can get it filled. It's a benzo and I went to my doctor two weeks ago asking him if he could write out brand name because my anxiety has been out of control. He did and the...

I guess thru trial and tribulation I finally understand that it is not any work that I did/do that will burn up in the end that got me in heaven......It shows me that Love truly is the answer......It is the ultimate sign that we are God's work....Now I know that some or a lot of us struggle with...

Someone we forget or don't think much about is the Holy Ghost. Remember He reminds us daily whether we have fallen into a sin or we are up top the mountain. He is always refreshing our spirits by reminding us that we belong to God.....Those who really have the Holy Spirit can get thru any test...

Why would Jesus say this.....If there where not scriptures saying that first He comes like a thief to take His people.....Than a seven year tribulation that we are up there with Him.....Than the second coming of Christ.......Being a thief in the night is not the rapture even tho I don't like...

I saw the doc two and a half weeks ago and we upped my effexor xr to 150 mg.....but, I have not seen any improvement. Usually I'm very sensitive to meds and feel them right away but those where SSRI'S not SNRI'S. so I was just needing prayers that my depression lifts soon. I'm tired of just...

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