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Thanks I am going through a really rough patch right now and my therapist wont be in town this week I think. I dont want to leave the house and I am kinda being babish towards my husband. I cant figure out where the fear is coming from maybe its like you said and my son is 3 which is around...

Just an update: With the help of my b. dad and my psychologist cutting his fee tremendously to see me again I am back in therapy. I will be seeing in 2 times a week. I was really scared to start but I think I can get through this. He is not a christian that I know of but he is a specialist...

Thanks everyone, I am still hanging in there had a rough few days after the holidays but I just told myself I am worthy and no matter what family members do or say or what I may percieve that may not even be true (maybe its there own feelings of something). I forgot to mention that I am only...

Thanks Lily.....:hug: I think it is part of my BPD qualities that cause me to be really hard on myself. Today has been rough but I plan to choose another quit date after the holidays I think. I hate this battle though its tough. I think its the addiction along with the compulsion which I have...

Congrats on your quit Ursie. Thanks for the encouragement and prayers. I wont give up as I know the Lord doesnt want me too. My husband made it to day 4 though and I am so proud of him. If he can quit even smoking after a 5 way bypass and now congestive heart failure anyone can. I told him...

Thanks I am being really hard on myself for giving in.

Why is it that I dont feel like I will every be "good enough" for God to love me and accept me. I suffer from BPD along with PTSD, depression and possibly bipolar. I struggle with this day in and day out. I could put my whole story of who my birth mom stabbed me at 28 months, then I went from...

I caved in...but I am not going to beat myself up I just think the right time maybe is setting a date. I kinda rushed this quit and to be honest with my 2.5 year old, the stress, the holidays, not including my other stuff I an honestly overwhelmed. But I wont quit quitting..........in fact I...

I am a restless mess, crying etc. I am ready just to give in. I feel like a failure. My son needs me I cant be a mess like this. Maybe its just not a good time. I feel like I am doing it more for my husband then for myself. This patch is doing nothing. I searched for Celebrate Recovery...

Pleasent distraction sounds good except I have one my 32 month old son. For the small amount of time I have I find reading on the computer, bible, etc. I have some candies but I try not to get too much in the habit of eating them usually when I am on the run. I know this sounds bad but I find...

Thank u guys. Today so far hasnt been too bad. My 32 month old is home though so here is where I need the patience.

I have been battling alot of issues in my life bipolar, anxiety, PTSD, etc so I will be with anyone that quitting on our own accord is not easy. We must give it to Jesus. I am battling this as well and its one that needs alot of prayer and belief. Miracles still can happen. We must stand...