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  1. Lucis

    Is it always ok to ask for forgiveness?

    Or does one cross a border somewhere?
  2. Lucis

    Would you date/marry someone with drug problems?

    I like statistics.
  3. Lucis

    Does God really care about us wanting a gf/bf?

    Are there any statistics that show that being Christian increase the chance of getting a partner? Cause I doubt there is, and if there were, I have a feeling Christians got a lesser chance of getting dates, then secular people.
  4. Lucis

    What are your needs in life?

    Beyond the basic, like food and sleep, what kind of stuff do you regularly need to feel that life is ok?
  5. Lucis

    Have you ever done anything criminal?

    Just wanted to see if everyone is law abiding here.
  6. Lucis

    What makes a man attractive to you?

    I already said I like statistics :idea: so I wanted to make a thread where women can describe the things she finds attractive in a man. And then I'll try not to peek :holy:
  7. Lucis

    Have you tried net-dating.

    I like statistics.:idea:
  8. Lucis

    Why can't just Ms.Perfect drop down from heaven?

    I'm so tired of everything being so complicated and confusing and hurtful when it comes to love. Is this a form of torture God wants humans to suffer from?
  9. Lucis

    Benzodiazepines+alchol+cannabis

    I got banned from recovery because of my clonazepam thread because I talked about something I should not say to not trigger, that's how I understood it, so I should not trigger. But I used cannabis half my life now, and I just can't seem to stop. Many of my old friends are drug addicts and on...
  10. Lucis

    Mendelssohn or

    The normal wedding song in churches is Mendelssohn with YouTube - Mendelssohn - Wedding March Theme for Organ or Pachelbel in D YouTube - Pachelbel Canon in D Major Perfect Version What would you choose if you HAD to choose one of them (obviously I found no better version of Mendelssohn when I...
  11. Lucis

    How to avoid suicide as bipolar?

    Nm, stupid topic
  12. Lucis

    Thinking about hurting/killing myself again

    I'm not sure what to do anymore. I feel driven to death, like a fish feel driven to water. I'm not sure for how long I can keep going like this. The hurt inside is more then I can bear, and I don't want to just keep carry this pain, but there is no relief to be found, no answers to prayers, no...
  13. Lucis

    Really, really bad days. How do you deal with them?

    I feel absolutely horrible today, like I would be better off dead. How do you deal with days like that?
  14. Lucis

    Is mental illness still a taboo in modern soceity?

    I'm on disability because of bipolar disorder nr1, so even if I want to, I can't function in a normal job, because I have days with 0% energy where I can sleep 14-16 hours and feel really depressed. And then sometimes the complete opposite, like a few months ago where I ended up at the ER to...
  15. Lucis

    Whats the best denomination?

    I'm currently thinking I'm not protestant because I don't see the Apocrypha's as anything bad, and I'm not catholic because I don't agree with the role of the pope, and I'm not very charismatic after not seeing so many miracles not happening, but I quite like the thought of the Orthodox church...
  16. Lucis

    I don't want to kill my self, you better listen God!

    I'm tired of all this darkness swallowing me. I'm tired of feeling dead inside every single day. I'm tired of all the fear and sadness. I'm tired of feeling lonely. Tired of feeling like I'm nothing. Feeling like I'm just rotting away. I'm tired of hating my life and wanting to die. You bring...
  17. Lucis

    How can God be good if He just wants my life to be crap?

    I'm getting into this rage at God again, because there is no one else. I'm saying blasphemy right into His face, because not even He is there for me. I pray and He turn His back. I ask, and he remain silent. I feel that all the promises of Jesus in the bible are just lies, because I've never...
  18. Lucis

    I live in another world then anyone else, where I'm not allowed to be happy.

    God has placed a wall between the world others live in and myself, and clearly decided that I am not to take part in happiness, but suffer in various ways. Cause I notice the life of others. How the talk and behave, how there seem to be something of life glowing from most of them. Prayers don't...
  19. Lucis

    Do you think before you talk or talk before you think?

    Do you think before you talk or talk before you think?
  20. Lucis

    Have you been to church today?

    The time-zones might be disorganized, but at least here it is passed church-time for most churches. Just wanted to make a poll on it, could be interesting. :)