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    I don't knwo anymore...

    Caty, I know exactly where your coming from. I have been going through the same thing for about 2 years now. I hate unbelief and im always afraid that i have it or that i dont really have ocd and im just using it as an excuse. Im afraid that im never doing enough. Afraid that ive sinned when...
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    Its all so complicated!

    I know where your coming from Robert. I to am afraid that im going to hell. Im afraid because the type of believe that John 3:16 says by the Strongs Concordance is faith and Faith, trust. If im always terrafied then how can i honestly say that i im trusting. I also question wether or not i...
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    What IF

    Im afraid that Im not saved. Im afraid that the only reason that i pray or go to church or read is because of OCD. Before i went to an alter to ask Jesus into my life i prayed and i talked about God because i was around people that were believers and i have always wanted to fit in and be liked...
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    Help!

    The was a pastor that once told me that if i started eating healthier and excercised more that it would probibly help, granted it was before i was diagnosed with ocd but it makes sense when you think about it. Im not saying it is a cure for OCD by no means. If OCD is a chemical imbalance in the...
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    ?

    Nothing ever gets any better. If im not saved now i never will be and that scares me too death. I cant make myself believe no matter how hard i try and that goes for accepting, receiving, trusting, having faith and so on. i dont want to do this anymore.
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    Does God hold me accountable for my OCD thoughts?

    Im not too sure either. I always feel condemed and i cant determine the line between temptation and sin. I do know that i question whether or not OCD is something legitimate as well or if it is like you said something made up to excuse sin and wrong behavior. I also know that i dont want to...
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    ?

    I understand what everyone is saying but my mind wont let me believe or trust. I have become a hateful person, bitter and angrey which i have tried to confess and not do any more but the anxiety gets so bad. I have even hit myself before, broken things and done so much stuff wrong or that i...
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    ?

    How am i supposed to trust the Bible, God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit when i cant even believe in their existence? Its to the point where they just feel like names and nothing more? I cant make it stop. I cant make it go away. Nothing makes sense. How am i supposed to trust all the people around...
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    cant take it anymore

    Nobody truly understands. I dont want to be alive anymore. Im so tired. Everyone i have talked to about this for the past 3 years has just pushed it aside and acted like salvation and the unbelief thing isnt the issue. Inside i really believe that im not saved. Yeah i wish i was. Yeah i would...
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    cant take it anymore

    everything just seems so unreal to me. Everytime i try to say that i believe in Jesus and what he did and God and the Holy Spirit, even the bible, i get miserable because i dont know if the unbelief is coming from my heart or my head. I dont know if i have ever truly believed. i dont know if i...
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    cant take it anymore

    I feel like im drowning. How can i have faith if i cant even believe. I dont know if the unbelief is coming from my head or my heart or where. All i know is something has to give. I dont even want to be alive any more. I hate all of this. I didnt use to be like this. Most of the time i just...
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    cant take it anymore

    I cant do this anymore. All i have wanted was to believe and be saved for a long time now and nothing ever seems to get any better. I dont know how to accept, recieve, trust, have faith or believe with my heart and even if i did i cant make myself believe even though i want to. I have tried...
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    No point

    Theres no point anymore to anything. I am going to hell and there is nothing that will ever change that. I know what it takes to be saved but i dont know how to trust, have faith, believe in my heart, accept or recieve. It wouldnt matter anyway because the unbelief in the existence of God and...
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    Unpardonable Sin

    Robert, I have also struggled with thinking that i have committed the unpardonable sin but i dont even really think about it at all anymore. Repentence by definition in the strongs concordance is a change of mind. So when you really think about it you have to ask yourself: Do you know sin is...
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    How do you know?

    It also talks about working out your salvation with fear and trembling. I dont want to decieve myself into thinking i believe and am saved if im not. The scribes and the Pharisees appeared to be good on the outside but inside they were not. I dont want to be a hypocrite. I want to believe in...
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    How do you know?

    I have asked God for that, read the case for faith, wathced the case for christ, the case for a creator, and the case for faith. I have read books i read the bible twice a day i talk to pastors and many other christians. Yet i still dont understand how to have faith or what it means i dont know...
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    How do you know?

    How can i claim the promises of the Bible when I dont think that i truly believe in the existence of God and Jesus and the Holy Spirit or even if the Bible is true. I want to more than anything and i beg God all the time to save me and i hate the unbelief as well as all my other sins but it...
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    How do you know?

    How do you know that you truly believe in your heart and that you have accepted, recieved, had faith and trusted in Jesus for your salvation? I have been told that when you ask Jesus into your heart that you are saved but anyone can say words. Im afraid the attitude of my heart is all wrong and...
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    Anyone else ever have unbelief?

    I realy think that i dont truly believe in my heart, that its not real to me, and if i say that i do then im just decieving myself. Im afraid that theres just no hope and im on my way to hell. Im so screwed up and i have no quality of life anymore. Please pray for me.
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    Anyone else ever have unbelief?

    I have questioned whether or not i believe in te existence of God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit and whether the Bible was true or not for so long i dont know if i have ever believed. Even if i get to the point where that issue is solved then i dont know how to accept, trust, believe in my heart...