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So as I stood there on my porch, the cold night air breezing through my clothes and passed my skin, I saw her walk away into the night. A goodnight and sweet dreams came off my lips, but as much as she said she loved me, I couldn't say it in return... That's because I don't know if I can or do...

So I know the thread topic will make a lot of people angry... And I don't blame you. It makes me angry to see what I am writing. I remember when I first learned about God. I read the Bible on my own without any help from anyone or any brainwashing from anyone to tell me what was what. I was so...

I have a female friend. We are 'best friends'. We are not in any sexual relationship. Just friends who hang out now and again. However, she has a son from an Ex-husband. The father is rarely in the picture when it comes to helping the child grow in any way shape or form. My friend constantly...

I'm gonna need as much intercessory prayer as possible. This next month of February is going to be a drastic and huge change for me in just about every single aspect of my life. It's been a very very long time since I've had to go through such huge storms. It's not all bad, mind you, but I've...

I had a very vivid, very horrific and very frightening dream last night. I haven't had dreams in over a year or if I did, I barely remember them at all. But I remember this one. There was a demon who took the shape of a man and as it had intercourse with it's partners, it would rip them apart...

NOT thinking about suicide. I am just simply tired of putting forth effort for anything, really. It's become painfully obvious that anything I do only seems to have a void effect. It either never comes to maturation or it creates an empty void that drags others into it and eventually does them...

Anyone else enjoy building their own system rigs and playing around with parts? Let's see your custom build specs! Me first! ----------------------------------------- (These are the specs of my PC build as copy/pasted from 'Speccy' software) Operating System Windows 8.1 Pro 64-bit CPU Intel...

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I've had them since I was in my early 20's but as I get older, they get worse and the pain can sometimes be so overwhelming that I can start to cry or get very angry. :( Not much I can do about them, says my doctors, except some physical therapy which rarely helps. The best thing I can do is...

Recently I posted a thread in another section about my being terrified of marriage. I got a few suggestions sort of and I've been mulling around with this whole idea of why I hate the idea of a Biblical Christian Marriage for a while. I say it feels like a trap or it feels like bondage. So I've...

There was a time in my life that I was almost desperate to get married and have a child (a boy, was what I wanted) and enjoy the way a family unit works. I 'WANTED' and 'DESIRED' it. But lately, I am terribly afraid of it, to the point of irrational anger and disdain. My outlook on the concept...

And I get it. I really do... everyone has their own lives... I need to learn to be independent.. I need to learn to do things on my own and not rely on others to help me... but... no.. rather... I need to rely on God to help me.... but.. the thing is... i cant.... because I don't feel close to...

Haha so... Now that I've gotten your attention... The title is still accurate lol. So, my Christian girlfriend and I go out a lot. We go to the movies, we go to social gatherings and things like that. The problem is, she has this 'laugh' ... And this 'laugh' seems to get me in trouble...

I used to post here frequently, I took a lot of time away... Been busy and active in some Ministries and doing my best to live out my Faith... but recently I am faced with a dilemma... Faced with some serious questions about who I am and who God is to me. I've been studying some topics and...

..not really sure what for... I think I need prayers that the Lord guide me into my place, 'cause I feel seriously disconnected and out of place now... I feel like I am confused and lost... If even 1 person will pray that the Lord show me my way, I will believe it and it will be enough... Thank...

It has come to my attention, after speaking with quite a numerous amount of people, that lately there is a string of dreams/visions with a certain little boy in them. In some of those dreams, he is an infant. Others, a todder or adolescent. Some of them, a boy - But never fully grown, never a...

Well, I don't know if anyone remembers... I talked about a woman a while ago, who was Christian and I was in love with but who had hurt me alot, and had fallen away... Then she had repented and fixed her life, changed everything around and I felt almost cheated because I felt like she was being...

It's been a while since I posted anything on here. I've been doing my best to stay in my walk with the Lord, but it's been pretty difficult. At the least, I've stayed in many of my ways. Reading the Bible, talking to people about Christ, and doing as much as I know how. At the best, i've not...

Feels like I've had a veil put over my eyes for the past few weeks... Feels like I been asleep... Feels like im waking up... but i need prayers to get back on the path God set me on... I fell away... I don't know how? I don't know why? I don't know when? I'm almost there... He's got me by the...

The enemy is attacking me. Trying to drive me back into a sense of depression and loneliness and despair so that I will fall back into my old ways, back into the darkness, to suffocate me and to devour me whole and to drag me back into the pits of Hell. I refuse! I WON'T GO DOWN WITHOUT A...