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Essentially stated, I am living in a fantasy. Possibly, yes, mostly true. In a sense, I do have a serious disconnect from reality. That is because my reality has seldom been a good one. I've suffered since the day I was born. Not an excuse to pretend, no. One day you have to wake up and get to...

So as I stood there on my porch, the cold night air breezing through my clothes and passed my skin, I saw her walk away into the night. A goodnight and sweet dreams came off my lips, but as much as she said she loved me, I couldn't say it in return... That's because I don't know if I can or do...

Reading some hurtful comments and some helpful ones... Then reading my statements over... The other day, I recorded a video and posted it up on my social media. It is in regards to my testimony. How God called me out of Sin and in to the presence of Jesus. As i recall everything that has...

So I know the thread topic will make a lot of people angry... And I don't blame you. It makes me angry to see what I am writing. I remember when I first learned about God. I read the Bible on my own without any help from anyone or any brainwashing from anyone to tell me what was what. I was so...

Thanks everyone. I spoke with her last night about it. She was upset at first because she thought I wanted to end the friendship, but I explained to her how I didn't have the time or energy to be the 'Father Figure' for her child and her 'Artificial Husband'. She had a hard time figuring it out...

I have a female friend. We are 'best friends'. We are not in any sexual relationship. Just friends who hang out now and again. However, she has a son from an Ex-husband. The father is rarely in the picture when it comes to helping the child grow in any way shape or form. My friend constantly...

Thank you everyone!! So glad to have family in Christ to pray with me! :) <3

I'm gonna need as much intercessory prayer as possible. This next month of February is going to be a drastic and huge change for me in just about every single aspect of my life. It's been a very very long time since I've had to go through such huge storms. It's not all bad, mind you, but I've...

First thing I'm gonna say to you bro is that no matter how much you hate yourself, God loves you more than that. Gods love is greater than the abyss you've been peering in to and the internal self-loathing that you've learned to call home. Gods love is greater than all the accumulated feelings...

Sup! Good to have you! Yes, there are a lot of broken people here like myself who come to get support, wisdom and advice from fellow believers in the Faith. Not everyone agrees on everything but we do our best to support one another. Welcome aboard! ^__^

I'm in my early 30's and I game. It's fun. People of all ages enjoy gaming. Don't be ashamed of it. IF you want people to play with, you gotta take a step out and find 'em. Like they suggest, maybe you should check some events that are available first and maybe go to 1 or 2 and get a feel for...

I don't think it's that strange or Sinful. The same way you can be attracted to the personality traits of very real people, is the same way you can be attracted to/fancy a fictional character. The trick is not being lured in to believing that person is real. Keeping boundaries between reality...

I had a very vivid, very horrific and very frightening dream last night. I haven't had dreams in over a year or if I did, I barely remember them at all. But I remember this one. There was a demon who took the shape of a man and as it had intercourse with it's partners, it would rip them apart...

Thank you everyone, for your support and strength in dealing with me today. I am feeling better now. I am feeling a little more clear headed. I am feeling like starting over again fresh and putting all my effort back into this. I don't want to give up just yet. I want to push a little more. I...

Heh... Guess you got me there... I guess it couldn't be any worse than it already is... Since like you said, I've been over this hundreds of times...

I guess that would be true if I were preaching to the world in general who I already know don't acknowledge me... But I guess it feels different when it's your own Church that you were a part of for many years and the people you knew and grew close with for so long. You'd think you'd have some...

Hmm... What i was taught was that it was a time to teach in a way that would grab peoples attentions and have them desiring to study the Word and learn more about God. Not sure I ever did that, honestly, as I was subtly pushed out of the service and at the end subtly pushed away from the Church...

I see... So I think maybe you are right... I was looking for 'my own evidences of my own righteous works' in the things God had ordained for me, rather than just leaving it up to God to do in His time. I think I am just wanting to validate all of the effort I've put in these last couple of...

Nothing... but as I feel right now, neither does doing 'something' accomplish anything... So it wouldn't matter either way... Other than, say, building up my hopes to watch them come crashing down again, by trying to accomplish something.

I see... I can't accurately explain what it is about your words but they make me feel a little better... Thank you.