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  1. AmeriLovesJesus

    Should I let go & Let God?!?

    Lately Ive been clinging to everything & everyone in my life & I cannot live my life & grow right holding on. Ive become obsessive & extremely depressed. I am having a very hard time letting go of the past... Ive lost some dear to me to death & had some seriously traumatizing experiences... I...
  2. AmeriLovesJesus

    Does God give up on us?!?

    I am STUCK!!! Seriously!!! I have fought this depression.. & yet my mind has been so consumed with negativity that I took the semester off only to find out I am even miserable. I am lost completely with which way to go in my life. My mental state is stuck on despair that I keep missing my...
  3. AmeriLovesJesus

    Fasting Question.

    So for the past month Ive had this urger that I should move out to California for a year and finish my schooling. I am completely unprepared because of a huge setback of depression I went through these past months. Im about to finish my first semester for this major and have tried to find a job...
  4. AmeriLovesJesus

    Feeling better.

    Well Id like to say thank you to all of you who have been there for me through this very rough depression I went through these past months. I went to book store last week and just walked around for awhile and have been getting out of the house I even stayed over a friends house and we hung out...
  5. AmeriLovesJesus

    My Uncle's friend Doctors say to give up.

    Well I was out with my grandmother the other day and she was speaking of my Uncle's friend who maybe dieing from cancer. The Doctors have allowed him to continue smoking because they say there is no reason to quit he could go anyday. He goes about his regular routines each day just waiting to...
  6. AmeriLovesJesus

    Ive really reached the end of my faith VERY LONG!

    I have learned alot through my faith However... I am stuck at a crossroads pulled in 20 different directions. I am back where I started as a teenager. I am alone I have nothing to show for myself but the same situation to what led me closer to God in the first place. I dont want to follow God...
  7. AmeriLovesJesus

    Setback in life.

    Well I had a major setback emotionally this past year. It kinda put me on hole in my life but I want to honestly say Ive learned alot more about myself then I might not have if I hadn't gone through any of this.. yet Im still being held back by regret for the time Ive wasted & mistakes Ive made...
  8. AmeriLovesJesus

    Im afraid of apologizing to my mom... but I really feel God wants me to.

    Its been rough year most of you know for my family & I. My SF left my mother for someone else, they lost our childhood home, & my mother is onto a new life. I very very worried for her cause she has barely anything. My parents were abusive when we were children but I know people make mistakes...
  9. AmeriLovesJesus

    I got into a fight today with a family member.. Please pray.

    Today started out ok I was getting ready to head to my mothers for Halloween. I took my brother out to the store & he said some things to me that upset me very much. Ive been struggling with hope in myself & my life purpose & he says things sometimes to upset me & today I just couldn't handle...
  10. AmeriLovesJesus

    Depression is back. What do I do? I feel worthless.

    I feel hopeless. I thought Id be better come September.. I struggled all summer trying to get through this dark cloud. So I said come Fall I'd get back on my feet. Im here in the fall now & I hate myself even more then i did through the summer. Ive gone through some many weird episodes with...
  11. AmeriLovesJesus

    My regret is holding me back but God has been so good to me..

    You're prayers have really helped me through very hard times Thank you all so much. I would like for you to send your prayers this way again as a mistake I made a month ago concerning a good job God blessed me with that I left instead of moving forward & being persistent in finding a new one...
  12. AmeriLovesJesus

    An forgotten prayer answered..... <3

    As some of you know Ive been going through a very challenging time.. good & bad but am growing. Most of this week Ive been questioning God about answered prayers & have gone over many things he has done for me as Im still holding on by a thread here... Today I visited my mothers house & saw a...
  13. AmeriLovesJesus

    Prayer Request .. terrible fear of losing my dog came over me.

    This might seem silly... but very important to me.... Well I had a nightmare about my dog. She is going to be 11 in March & I just got this overwhelming fear of losing her. Shes been in my life since I was 16. Im not living with her & even though I go to my mothers everyday to visit her I...
  14. AmeriLovesJesus

    Long story ... need advice please.

    Well Ive come to the conclusion that I should take the semester off. I am overwhelmed with what I want to do in school. I dont feel God being a part of it right now. I had my first semester in the spring & now Im on my second semester. I switched my major to Fashion Design and Im not showing...
  15. AmeriLovesJesus

    Giving God complete control... What does it feel like???

    For those who have had experience in allowing God to have complete control during a very tough time.... What did it feel like?? Is it normal to be a little scared & emotional?? Is it true that even with God sometimes good things dont always start out easy?? Like there are a little rough...
  16. AmeriLovesJesus

    I cant find peace about going to college...

    Ive just registered today for school. Changed my major to Fashion Design cause I couldnt find peace about Web Design.. and now Im feeling just as stressed with the idea I signed up for Fashion Design. Ive always wanted to be some kind of designer... but now Im looking for more.. and nothing...
  17. AmeriLovesJesus

    What do I do with my life?? Im soo confused..

    Right now I am a Web Design New Media student online. I just started college this year. I was putting it off for a long time. Anyway I have wanted to be a fashion designer my entire life but the industry scares me REALLY. Im terrified of it consuming & I end up changing as a person. Im also...
  18. AmeriLovesJesus

    Is it true??? & some questions about relationship w/ God. :)

    Is it true that God never leaves us that the only distance we ever feel is really by our choice?? I need to get back out there in my life. Get back to work Ive been looking but truthfully not hard enough (I think) because I fear getting back out there & loosing him through all the chaos of...
  19. AmeriLovesJesus

    How do you know when God says to "WAIT" or "NO"??

    Hello all.. Hope your weekend went well. Here is a question I though to ask. Thanks in advance. :) How do you know when God says to "WAIT" or "NO"??
  20. AmeriLovesJesus

    God changes his mind???

    I stumbled upon some article online that a woman had made that said God does change his mind. ??? This confuses me a little bit... Is this true??? Thanks:)