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NEEDS CONFIRMATION!!!! Ok, I’ve talked to Christina over two years. Her and I have been wanting to see each other, but w doctor bills and things I’ve always had to delay our meeting each other. Well she works with a wonderful woman and her husband is in Oklahoma. He said when he goes back he...

Goes in 08 I started to suffer crippling anxiety and panic attacks. In 08 I was going to church just find. I decided to move and live w a couple that I went to church with. That following Sunday I went to church and after we went to a house and I was struck by obsessive thoughts after I walked...

I can not find anywhere in my humble opinion that the church will be raptured before the tribulation. If God made the early Christians go thru what Nero put the thru He will do the same w us. I’m beginning to get excited about this. Cuz I see we’re teetering on the edge. God is good. He...

who are the Matthew 7:21. I’m so confused on this. There are those who you can say are clearly walking in God but there are those who are workers of inquiry. But who are the false?

In 05, as everything was caving in on me. I saw so many things that aroused my curiosity for Jesus. I saw demons, I saw a light that is hard to describe. Almost like you can touch it. I saw gloried bodies, well faces. Folks these faces where perfect. The skin was silky smooth. It had almost...

In 08 I decided I needed a shrink for my voices. I was doing just fine. I go in and get out on Risperdal. The voices started to go away but I had this huge anxiety from my OCD. I get put in gabapentin and nothing was working. I go to the psych ward and a person was taking klonopin. I...

Ugh, My OCD latched on. I’ll read something somewhere that will say like, Stop saying I love you. And with my psychosis I think it’s a message from God saying stop trying to buddy up with me, you’re dead and at My Judgement. It’s a terrible fear because I think I can’t read scripture...

I live with two homosexuals. I’ve been saved for 14 years, I’ve been thru the ringer. I gave PRSD, and OCD and psychosis. I’m also on SSDI. I know I should come out of here. My gf lives in Virginia. Sometimes I doubt that’s it’s even going to work out. I’m convicted here. I’ve neglected...

in 03 to 05, I just had turned 18. I didn’t care about ppl, all I wanted where my selfish desires. In 05 I was dating someone. I was doing every drug I could get my hands on. In April of 05 I did magic mushrooms. In May of 05 I started to slip into a psychotic episode. That May I walked...

Is it just me or do I have some sick fetish about going through the tribulation. When I was going thru the seven 7 month psychosis, the theme was the end times. I witness dark wars, chopping ppl up, a calamity unlike anything ever imagined. I saw Nuclear wars in a Vision. In this Vision I...

Ok, doctors nowadays don’t prescribe benzos, especially to former drug addicts. I live in Oklahoma and my only option is to take Kratom. It takes my anxiety away and gives a slight mood increase. It’s legal here is Oklahoma. I really never considered it a sin, but I’m wondering is it??? I...

in my first few months of being born again I was very Judgmental. I love w two gay men. In the beginning I scolded my roommate and told him what he was doing was wrong. I thought God had chosen me because of something good in me. Then two years into it I was hit w trial after trial. Under...

Sometimes I go into this trance where I think I died. In October I bought a benzo off the internet. I was blacking out and taking large doses of Norco. From there all I remember is I poured it out and went thru some nasty withdrawals. Then I started to think I was dead and at His Judgment...

in 03,04,05. I left Job Corps. I was living in the big city of OKC. I was doing every drug I could get my hands on. In 05 I was dating someone and I got this fear that I gave her HIV. I don’t have it btw. In May of 05 I walked around OKC in no certain direction for seven hours. I finally go to...

The Bible says there is therefore no condemnation for those in Christ. So why do I still feel condemned? I believe in Jesus. I try to soak up grace. I really feel bad. And when I feel condemned I hurt all over. Sometimes I have hot flashes and anxiety a excruciating amount of anxiety...

Ok, this is just a question. Here in Oklahoma they legalized medical marijuana. Now mind you it opens the door for recreational, I can’t find a doc willing to prescribe benzos anymore. I can’t snoke weed either because it makes me have panic attacks. I’m just wondering if the law passed it...

i don’t blame God, I know I’m and everyone is responsible for their own actions. The past few months I’ve been struggling internally about my guilt. That I feel I’m very lukewarm. I don’t go to church because I just felt I was unworthy to go. It isn’t about praying for what I want. I know...

I live here in Oklahoma for right now...I've been asking God to open a door and bring me and my gf together... I decided in April I'm going to move....Yesterday the doc I was seeing said the did two UA's and my urine came back positive for meth...I stopped meth in 06, did a month of it in...

I really think his passing mark a time where the tribulation is about to start. The Bible says when the Gospels are preached around the world then the end will come. Last year it Israel marked its 70th Birthday. Jesus said when the fig tree starts to bud know the end is near. Anyone else...

Guys since 08 I struggled with smoking. It has been a great struggle since I always deal with anxiety. My smoking has increased and I can’t seem to stop this stronghold. Can anyone give me advice or show how the Lord has delivered you?