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    Our pet

    The vet said our pet bird may not make it......
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    Anyone in Malaysia ?

    Anyone in Malaysia? It's a little urgent.
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    Please pray for my friend

    It's complicate to explain.
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    Friend ?

    (for background information, refer to “To go or not to go” but don’t waste time”, esp the ‘green’ text) http://www.christianforums.com/t7660169/ Sorry I am long, I tried to shorten it already. Hope the red colored text would help. Why I wrote? I...
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    “To go or not to go” but don’t waste time

    ----It's not easy this time.---- (sorry I know it's long. I made some text colored already) There is this music drama hobby group that my mother joined. It’s very avocational and mostly are (close to seniors) mothers that joined, anyways…. My mother (student) know the...
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    Please notice: No skype, thus cancelling

    EDIT: The skype depression group is no longer active. I am deleting people off my list (cancelling contacts on my list). I am using it for other online discussion, I worry there will be confusion and that confidencial info (belong to depression forum) will be leak by mistake. I am cancelling...
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    I can't help

    I can't help it. I feel depress, I hope I am not, but I can't help feeling low.
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    lifting video

    I see many here seems to be so depress recently and with struggles, (including me). I want to post this, to show you this video. Hopefully can lift you up a bit. Nick Vujicic Inspiratie nodig? (Nick Vujicic) - YouTube
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    Hate that last minute

    I struggle at keeping myself clean and I hate that too. (I just stayed at home, and no one see me not clean) And then I am being told at the last minute and mother and her friends will be back from trip today, and the family will be heading out to eat. Why telling me at the last minute when i...
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    poll test

    what kind of fruit you like? apple Orange banana kiwi
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    Why is my responsiblity when it's your problem and concerns

    Why it is my responsibility when it's your concern, problems and doubts. Why do I have to deal with it. Especially, when the concerns are not within common logic. And another you, the third party, wants to take the task, then do it yourself, don't get me involve. Especially, when my words...
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    I wish I don't exist.

    Often there when issues happen, I will receive silent treatment from my brother. Even during normal time, he and his wife give me cold shoulder, and have very limit communication for me, during family dinner; yes, during family dinner, sitting at round table, as if you are just sitting with...
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    Feeling wanting to "hit" my head to the wall

    :doh1: I was looking for something, and my friend knows it, she knows before I brought it. And then after I brought it she told me actually she know where to get it for free, even before I brought it. I was .... I didn't express much front of her. I just feel like banging my head against the...
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    Lonely and the reaction and.....

    *** *** *** *** *** I am lonely most of the time, sometimes, the lonely feeling just become so obvious making me feeling breathless. I would go crazily online here and there to look for attention (=communication) (or whatever) and, go on and on, cannot stop, and addicted. And very...
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    I am so angry and so mad about my mother

    I really really hate her. I am so mad and so angry about my mother. She never respect me. She doesn't respect me AT ALL !!! I have to repeat myself so many times, because i never get to finish what i have to say without her interrupting. Meanwhile I have told her many times not to interrupt...
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    Looking for an internet timer with music (not fire alarm tone)

    Regarding spending too much time on internet, I read some suggest to use a timer, which I think it's a good idea. I am looking for an online timer, with "music", coz the (fire) alarm sound will scare me in a sudden. There are some online to download, but then I don't know if they are safe...
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    Looking for an internet timer with music

    I was reading the "internet addiction" post and someone replied, suggesting to use a timer, which I think it's a good idea. I am looking for an online timer, with "music", coz the (fire) alarm sound will scare me in a sudden. There are some online to download, but then I don't know if they...
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    The very inside of me

    Things, or little things, or many things, can cause me unhappy and low mood. I feel I have no (emotion) immune system over many incidents that can happen. I don't want to be that weak, but I dunno what to do to strength my (emotion) immune system. May be inside myself, I am a very unhappy...
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    My elder brother and me.

    I don't know how to explain the start of all, it's complicate, the cause and result, like plant veins and so many knots. It takes two. Sometimes I feel, he could have told me this and that upset him, so he won't get upset next time. I feel a bit unfair, that he just suddenly express he is...
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    People dishonesty drive me crazy

    When your initial sense is right, you still need to build up your judgement as you grow. But then you are living around with people who lie and dishonest, so say "A" when they really think is "B". And who speak but act / behave different. And then when things happen, they often think it's your...