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    God failed me

    I understand, imm. I went through not just a storm, but 15 years of constant storm after storm...never letting up but for a moment so that I could barley catch my breath. I held my faith for so long. i looked to Christ to be my rock through it all. then, at the end, I said what you are...
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    God failed me

    imm, I believe that it is OK to be angry at God. If he is to be our best friend, why can't we? Don't you think God understands that we hurt, mistrust, lack faith, get angry...etc. i would like to share with you a word that God has given me: My love and friendship are so simple, yet everyone...
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    REM Paralysis

    I get this quite often. As it was quoted by Vahalla, I always find that I have been sleeping on my back. I start calling out for Jesus to help me, and with in seconds I can finally wake up. Your mind knows what is going on, so keep telling yourself to wake up.
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    Can Someone Help Me?

    I get vertigo often. I have bad allergies that effect my sinus', hence my ears. I was exposed to black mold last year in my past house. Allergies and sinus problems can cause dizziness.
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    night time wierdness

    I have suffered with bad dreams my whole life. When i was little my parents played the bible while I slept. I suffer from a horrible fear of the night. I could be fine all day, then night comes...and bam! I started taking Ambien - my life savor! I listen to Chrisitan music when i fall...
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    Anxiety from nightmares!

    I have a fear of sleeping. I have night terrors often. I have a very active mind at night. I remember about 6-8 dreams. I am always running from something in my dreams, having to problem solve my way though. I listen to Christian music while I am sleeping and it helps! Benny Hin has a...
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    I need help

    Kim, The Lord said He'll set me free And bless me with His victory If I, but only, stay in Him. I shall disregard what's big or thin. I love this! Very awesome! I love what you wrote about boxing gloves. I use that analogy in my book: I have never been a boxer, though I have taken kick...
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    Survivor Poetry

    I have been up all night The sunrise, far in sight Battling fear Afraid of what I hear Stirring around Afraid to make a sound Entering battle I stand my ground I am ready to fight Ready to win Standing tall With the one who nailed my sin Upon that tree Where he died for...
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    How do I move on?

    I know it is hard to see the full picture right now. God knows the end from the beginning. I know that you get sick of hearing people say Oh, it will get better...just keep praying...lean on God. yes, this is all true. I myself believe that you should fully lean on God. But we are still...
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    Survivor Poetry

    Precious Petal Oh precious petal How you dance and sway in the wind Though you have broken from your flower One day you will bloom again Dark cloud of torment Sweeping over your vast land Cry unto me my rose Hold tight, grab my hand Do you dare to walk with me? Down the path...
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    How do I move on?

    I was raped at 17. I am now 33. Have you been to rape counseling? This was the smartest thing I did. That is the most amazing thing about God. He has this spectacular way of turning all bad to good. In every situation, if you let him, God always gets the glory in the end. This was my...
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    I need help

    Oh I so no your struggle. I am hear to be an image of hope for you. I suffered with anorexia for 10 years. I have been completely healed from it for over 5 years now. And i can tell you for sure I am healed! I did a fast not too long ago and just about died! I thought, no prob, I was...
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    Anyone else have these symptoms?

    I have never been a depressed person, but this past year I was under extreme attack. God showed me this one particular section in Job that really gave me an insight to why us Christian's can feel like taking our life at times. Then the Lord said to Satan, "have you considered my servant Job...
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    Up and down, up and down

    Why is it that we are all so hard on ourselves! I go through something very similar. You get sick of everyone telling you..pray more..read the bible more..you just need more faith. What you need to hear is just lay it at His feet! We may feel we are not good enough, that we are up and down...