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  1. Antari2012

    I Was Bonding With Satan Once

    My father was dying of cancer, and my prayers to the Lord did not show results, so I made the most foolish decision in my entire life, and turned to Satan to send a demon to me to heal my father. The demon, "astaris" gave excuses and excuses as to why my father could not be healed. He said the...
  2. Antari2012

    Why is Anime immoral?

    With any media, there will be extremes. Movies, as well. Anime as a whole is certainly not immoral. Immoral would be watching an echhi. On the other side of the coin is the positive things found in anime, such as lyrics to openings or endings, which often have amazing value to me, and hit you...
  3. Antari2012

    23 and no career. No college. Feeling helpless =/

    My name is Antar... Chris. I'm in your boat as well, my friend. I never graduated. While I have extensive knowledge of many subjects, more than they even teach in schools, my attention span did not allow me to pass those timed tests, thust I have no education whatsoever. I cannot even find a...
  4. Antari2012

    Calling

    I can't shake this vision. I see myself on a vast plain, walking farther and farther, exhausted. I turn around and see small dots far off, and what appears to be a pile of junk between the two dots. As I squint to get a better look, I see there are three dots, and that the dots are people...
  5. Antari2012

    Trials

    I have come to realize that I cannot simply live my life with myself as the focus. For over a decade, I have fought mental illness, focused on myself, trying to make things better for myself, all to create more and more stress and more things that need fixing. The story is too long to explain...
  6. Antari2012

    Dating a Non-Virgin Christian Girl

    In 2nd Corinthians, I forget the exact verse, but Paul talks about how if you marry a non-believer, you may open up the one way that person could be converted. After all, she would be living with a believer, and if you live your life out through His will and let the courage and strength He gives...
  7. Antari2012

    Shouldn't We Look at the Bible as our Instruction Manual?

    Certainly we should. And Jesus our role model. After all, if we did not, what would define right and wrong? The current desires of man, which change constantly? Man, who can't even keep a law the same for a few years? One person will say this is right while another says it is wrong. Without the...
  8. Antari2012

    Getting outside my comfort zone

    First, congrats on taking steps forward! I know it is difficult, and I am working on getting out of my comfort zone as well (OCD related). I would need to know more about what you consider your comfort zone in order to tell you what I believe you should do. However, this piece of advice is...
  9. Antari2012

    I'm in love but young..

    While your words about growing older are true, and most teen relationships are based on lust, I see nothing in what has been said that points out it is lust and not love. It is possible for a teen to love, so long as they look past the hormones. I do agree with the latter part of your message...
  10. Antari2012

    I'm in love but young..

    Age doesn't matter. You are young, as am I, and I once was in love, but God led me through much suffering to find my own path He planned for me, and told me I should not marry, so I no longer desire a partner. The reason I'm telling you this is that God has a complex plan written out for every...
  11. Antari2012

    I'm making bad decisions

    I've made some bad decisions in my life that I'm afraid to even speak of, but recently I have become aware that the Lord knows we will fall again. Don't expect to accept Jesus and then lead a life without sin, for sin is in our nature. If you fall to it, repent, and simply dust yourself off and...
  12. Antari2012

    A Path

    I have been a believer in Jesus for many years, for as long as I can recall, I believed in Him and the Good News He brings. Yet, for as long as I can remember, as embarrassed as I am to admit it, I was filled with evil. I lied to my parents almost daily, to my friends as well, I became addicted...
  13. Antari2012

    Are you happy?

    Well, sometimes... such as a week or two of being happy, followed by a few days of being down, and so on. Generally, I'd say I'm getting by, with a few little moments of happiness along the way. :)
  14. Antari2012

    *Moved from Singles* Weed

    I have a crippling neurological disease and have had to use it for medical purposes. From that experience back then, I can say it didn't mess up my head (this was for years), make me sick, etc., and really, the only true problems that I ever hear about weed are related to it simply being...
  15. Antari2012

    Sex and/or Love Addiction

    Definitely. When I have no one to love, I feel like I have no identity and just become more and more depressed or without motivation. I'm sure that one day when I lose my virginity, I'll probably feel similar about sex.
  16. Antari2012

    Ask Away...

    I don't think it would be a good idea, so I wouldn't ask her out, but if she asked me out, I'd probably say yes. :doh:
  17. Antari2012

    Religioulous

    They have the right to make fun of whatever they desire, I will simply decide not to see it, rather than complain about it like many people may do.
  18. Antari2012

    Counting down until you're 30, 40, 50, etc?

    I understand well. I am 20, but I am often told by numerous people (each one a complete stranger at a restaurant or church or something) that I look 14-15, and that's before they know I'm actually 20. When I tell them I'm 20, they think I'm lying until I show them my ID. :doh:So yes, I cannot...
  19. Antari2012

    What are you thinking right now?

    Same thing I've been thinking about for the past few weeks: Man I'm tired of being single after 3 years of it. Also, it's lonely here. I decided to help with the loneliness by going online to talk to people more often, but the other thing issue that has been eating at me isn't so easy to fix.
  20. Antari2012

    The ending of Death Note sucked. *spoilers*

    I was hoping that for once in my life, I'd watch an anime where the ending isn't the one you expect... but I was wrong. I think it really went downhill after the death of L.