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    Is this a vision or just soemthing I wanna see?

    About a week and a half ago I was having one of those nights where I just couldn't sleep (I have a lot of nights like this, got some mental issues) and I closed my eyes and saw a friend of mine (who isn't a Christian and has had a hard life) with a little girl about 3 years old I assumed was her...
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    Sleep all day

    *Growl* I feel like sleeping all day again... I hate it when I get down like this. Even reading seems like too much of an effort. :sigh:
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    Dusting off (Possibly triggering)

    Most of you know I'd gone 6 weeks without self harming, I got the urge more than once and struggled with it but managed to resist... up till last Friday. I aint gonna go into what had triggered me here... obviously self harming didn't solve anything and what was bothering me got better the...
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    Thinking about a one-day fast

    I'm thinking about doing a 24 hour fast. I have a friend who's gotta go through something (rather not get into details) on the 8th of this month and I've been thinking about having a day of fasting and praying. It'll be my first time fasting, and Baptists don't fast very often (Usually the only...
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    Echoes

    Earlier this weeks some guy in a chatroom knew that my father was abusive and didn't like what I had to say and said that if he was my father he would have sewn my mouth shut and broken all my fingers so I wouldn't type, then later said that he would've slit my throat (I put him on ignore but he...
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    My Father (Sorry that it's so long!)

    My father was physically and emotionally abusive to me when I was growing up and is emotionally abusive to me even today. I remember him telling me that the Bible tells him to discipline your child and that it specifically told him he had to hit me as if it made him some kinda saint for being...
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    Prayer partner for a sorta mental Christian

    I've been born again since I was 10 or 11 but only the past couple of months have I been working on my walk with God. One thing I really need to work on is praying... It's something I've needed to improve on for years. So who's interested? I aint the best where it comes to praying but I'm...
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    Why doesn't anyone remember?

    My father was physically and emotionally abusive to me when I was growing up and is emotionally abusive to me even today or he would be if I saw him more often instead of hiding in my room all day. I remember him telling me that the Bible tells him to discipline your child and that it...
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    Don't talk to them when they're drinking? Friend of an alcoholic

    Yay! She's getting help. :)
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    Numbers!

    My OCD shows itself in different ways but my most irritable form is the numbers! Thanks to my OCD I've been great at math as far back as I can remember able to figure out all sorts of problems in my head. People think I'm skilled and gifted... But they don't realize how annoying it is when the...
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    So I'm a self harmer...

    First off I'd like to say that it's encouraging to see that there are other Christians struggling with self harm. Obviously it's not good that we're hurting ourselves but it's nice that now I can talk to other believers about this and know they understand it- at least more than Christians that...
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    So... I think I'm ready for this

    *Faces the board* Ok, ask away. If the questions get too rough I'll just have a full blown panic attack and hide under my desk until it passes and try to answr after I crawl out. :eek: Who's first?
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    Hello... new person here

    Hi... I'm Lazey. I live in CT, am female and I really am already 25... I messed up on my birthdate while register :-/ My birthday's in Octobr but my mouse must've scrolled down or something and made me a month younger. So I'm already off to a good start here... I probably should email an admin...