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So this is kind of weird and im sorry if my post is long but recently ive had 2 very vivid dreams that both involved me fighting demons. In the first dream i was flying over a volcano that was linked to hell, but there was a rock platform above the volcano lava, where a very large demon that...

this kinda goes back to my thread from a couple weeks ago, but it is very difficult for me right now. Im scared of the future and the unknown. These blasphemous thoughts and constantly saying compulsions to avoid them have always kept me in fear obviously, but it is just very hard right now...

hello. Since my victory over blasphemous thoughts in 2008 i have experienced the blessings of God and been renewed and have felt His Spirit's presence and so i know that i am saved. However i continue to live in fear of the unforgivable sin. I still have terrible thoughts and still constantly...

hello everyone. i havent posted here in quite a while, but blasphemous thoughts and other compulsions have really hit me hard the last couple days and im not sure why and i just want all of you to please pray for me. thank you

ok so theres a girl at my church that likes me and i like her too. However i havent made anything official with her yet because i would like to get to know her better(i havent known her for very long). Some things that ive noticed about her is that she tends to touch and hug me a lot even at...

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its been a while but i just wanted to say this. All of us on here struggle with OCD but as i and some of you on here have come to find out, sometimes you are closest to God when your OCD is at its worst. I think back to when i struggled and how i made and it was all because of God. You may not...

A couple of weeks ago i posted about a situation with my uncle being a jerk to me, well he did it again on new years and i snapped. well as i expected my mom came to his defense and everyone laughed at me for getting trouble. Obviously i was fuming. Well the issue just lingering that day and...

Alright this is complicated. Okay, one of my moms brothers, Kevin apparentley doesn't like me for reasons i don't even know. over the years hes mostly been pretty cool, but is known to be kind of jerk every now and then which still hasn't really been a big deal. However over the last several...

Hi. im 17 and im about 5'9 which i know doesn't technically qualify as "short".i believe i heard somewhere that thats around average, but ive been short all my life. All through elementary i was easily one of the smallest kids. My height was probably most bothersome during middle school. I was...

About 3 months ago i had a dream that has been on my mind ever since. In my dream i was traveling through space and remember passing by the sun and saturn and other various planets. Iarrived in a room and an angel began leading me through a hallway like place and saw from what i remember 2...

Hello everyone. I know that a lot of you may not know me as i havent frequented the board for the last year or so, but i have been here for nearly 3 years. Back then i was struggling immensley and then on September 20th 2008 God finally gave me my blessing i needed. Ever since then i just...

Hello everyone i would appreciate it if all of you would just please pray for my healing. I have high blood pressure and stomach problems.Thank you. God bless.:wave:

Hi It's me J.C., i havent been on in a few months and im not sure if anyone here remembers me, but anyway I thought i'd stop by to say a few things. As ive been reading these posts on the board today,i can completely relate to many of them however i know that this board past is a thing of the...

Hello everyone, the title pretty much says it all. After a very good summer ,spiritually and mentally, the past month or so has been very difficult. Im not praying nearly as much as I was, i havent read my Bible in about month, havent attended regularly and havent even had a simple Bible...

the title says it all my about the bad habit. any tips?

Im kind of confused right now. Ever since January, when i was on top of the world strong in faith and OCD was just in the background, and after many events i lost most of that peace, i havent been able to get it back. I struggle with compulsions and thoughts maybe even more so than ever and i...

I for instance have thought many times that i might have blasphemed the Holy Spirit by accidentally saying a blasphemous thought. This has happened to me several times when i get my compulsions mixed up and i think i said something offensive against God or the Holy Ghost.For example there have...

sorry if it sounds like im struggling again but last night i had a bad ocd attack and im trying to analyze exactly what happened. Last night i was doing my usual cancelling of thoughts before bed when i said the compulsion "the Holy Ghost and the devil are NOT one." I kept repeating this so...

Ive sort of had a new obsessions the past couple weeks but its been most evident the past few days.Its kind of hard to explain but i think im sort of haunted by past struggles, for about 6 or 7 months now OCD has been very managable and the past 2 or 3 it has been real easy to handle mainly...