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  1. lmarie23

    so lost right now

    Thank you St. Paul. That did help. Lynne
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    so lost right now

    I'm so lost right now. I was in a grad program for art therapy and counseling and it seemed so right - like God wanted me there. I was the top student in my class and doing amazing in clinical. But somehow my professors told me to take a year off, and now they want me to take another 2 years...
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    Our (very wonderful) coffee shop, just for us! (4)

    hi everyone. i haven't been on this site in over a year, i think. i don't know, it started to become depressing because it seemed like people weren't getting better which was so discouring to me, I felt like I wouldn't get better either, I would just cycle. I believe we CAN get better, we...
  4. lmarie23

    Bipolar Creative Writing and art

    February 14, 2010 “Voyage” I vowed to traverse the ocean built an ark loaded it with canvas sails along with other pieces to paint I stood bravely at the dock made my farewells hugged family and friends Rachel said I was brave her feet had...
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    Bipolar Creative Writing and art

    Thank you for the compliments on my art, Gerry. My life has been crazy lately. I've been having a really hard time coping. Finally I think I am seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. God is growing me in so many ways. Posting seems to take a lot of effort but I think I will try to post...
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    my life is quite exciting right now. hard to sit down and focus on things. here is my life in poems. January 4, 2010 “new year’s” it all happened so fast new year’s the ball drops and they cheer my hand resting on your shoulder yours gently...
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    Our (very wonderful) coffee shop, just for us! (3)

    Laura, I'm so sorry to hear about your new hearing troubles and everything. And I'm sorry about your computer - at least it's fixed! I don't know what Second Life is? I hope that this new year proves to be better for you... :) DS, I'm so sorry to hear about all the struggles you've had...
  8. lmarie23

    Bipolar Creative Writing and art

    This is an old mug of my grandma's - she collected this type and I recently inherited it when she gave up her apartment to live in a nursing home. I have a photo of the mug and then my painting of it. -Lynne
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    Bipolar Creative Writing and art

    some more art from the past 2 weeks
  10. lmarie23

    Bipolar Creative Writing and art

    i've been doing so very much poetry-writing lately, and now lots of painting! I thought I would have a gallery show of my work from the past 2 weeks. most of it is self-portraits but they don't relaly look like me. I put them up in the order that I painted them. Oh, and a few are colalges...
  11. lmarie23

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    thanks everyone. doing much better tonight/this morning. last night i painted for a while, and i forgot how calming and healing painting can be for me. last night at work i just reflected quietly and read my devotional book about my identity in Christ. i've been reading the devotions on how...
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    Our (very wonderful) coffee shop, just for us! (3)

    by Lynne December 26, 2009 “No more prescriptions.” Doctor, here. I’ll show you. Here is my wound. You pull out your textbook to classify my pain. You find the page. You study the photo. You purse your lips and nod. You reach in the...
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    Our (very wonderful) coffee shop, just for us! (3)

    by Lynne December 26, 2009 “Pinned” I feel cornered. You drive stakes about me. Each one is labeled. First “Bipolar” is driven in the ground. I am stunned; it almost pierced me as you threw it before me, driving it deep into the earth...
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    hi Gerry and everyone. we need to pick this thread up again! for a while i was withdrawing but right now i feel a strong need to talk to people who might understand how i've been feeling lately..... i've just been so tired - physically, emotionally, mentally drained. feel like i can't handle...
  15. lmarie23

    Bipolar Creative Writing and art

    I've been writing a LOT lately. i wrote a few poems about mental illness but i like them so much i'm nervous to post them here for fear that someone will steal them. here's a poem i wrote that's a spiritual allegory, maybe it seems silly but has deeper truth. December 24, 2009...
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    Our (very wonderful) coffee shop, just for us! (3)

    merry christmas DS! (jennie, right?) merry christmas everyone else! laurie, sorry to hear about the work situation, i've had my own work drama lately, so i can relate a bit. nice to see you again April! hope you have a lovely christmas Gerry! -Lynne
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    Hi everyone. Just thought I would post as you said, Laurie. It's so busy this time of year - the holidays, I just finished the semester... plus I broke up with my best friend, i asked my mom if we could have a deeper relationship and she basically said no, i'm having a student loan fiasco...
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    i don't think you understand what i wrote about. the first poem was about how i crave to be close to my mother. on monday i sent a long email to her telling her how i long to be closer to her and have a deeper relationship, and it seemed like in her response that she just wasn't interested in...
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    Our (very wonderful) coffee shop, just for us! (3)

    December 4, 2009 (this is about my best friend) “parting is sorrow, sour not sweet” I can’t take this anymore. I’d travel the world for you, but when I travel you vanish behind me. Does your love for me dwindle as I drive away? Do you only care for me...