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Thanks guys. I don't think (anymore) that God failed me. I just don't understand what he wants from me and I would rather not live life than have to struggle and suffer to find out. but it seems i don't have that choice. I have hope and I have faith but it's not enough, it's not. Thanks again...

Hello Wordgazer, I am going to medical school this fall so I do believe to an extent in medical sciences. Like i posted previously, i have taken high doses of anti-depressants that barely worked. i go through cycles of "maybe this is spiritual and i need deliverance" and searching on google for...

your post sounds very judgemental. it was not my intent to use christian words to feel better about myself, i wrote what i was feeling at that time, and if anyone asked if i was a good christian, i would be the first to admit that I am not. I don't even take holy communion because i feel like i...

Thanks again for your advice. I just finished calling about 3 psychiatric centers, even setting up an appt. is proving to be too much. while dialing the phone, all i was thinking was that i am betraying God, that by calling, I don't have faith that God would heal me. the 3 centers either didn't...

I wish I could explain, if I could, I would have and if you read my past posts, you would probably have an idea. basically, at this moment and constantly, the devil (could it be anything else?) is on me physically and hitting me. (If I lost you here, that’s fine). I have gone to various...

God failed me. I am finally willing to admit it that God failed me. I try to dwell on the song that “he has promised he will never fail” but I realize now that there is no denying it, God failed me. I look at people around me, in church, at work, my family, everywhere, somehow they seem to...