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I have been doing ok with my ED but go in and out of it. I am having such a hard time. Ok that didn't make sence. I just got out of a relationship with a man that left me feeling worse about myself. Having some financial troubles financially. And I have been trying to help out a young girl...

I have a prayer request for a young girl. She has been hanging out at my house alot lately. I have known her since she was probablly in first grade. She has just turned fifteen. Anyway her home life has never been that great and in and out of foster care where some were not nice to her...

I sit here and wonder will the ED life always have some kind of a hold on my life? I go form underweight to over weight to under weight. Back and fourth back and fourth. Fighting to stay symptom free and to stay away from the urges it's like peeling away your skin away. I know that sounds...

http://www.christianforums.com/showthread.php?p=28671076#post28671076 Just asking for some prayers for those that are being affected by the flood waters. Those who have lost homes and other things. They are saying that this is the worst flood in 20 years and we are getting ready for another...

I have been having such a hard time not fully slipping into my ED. I think the hardest part of it all is staying symptom free. It's so hard so hard to fight. The fight to stay healthy for me is harder then the fight to lose the weight. I know how bad I want to be with out the ED. I just...

I hope that my request for prayer doesn't seem selfish or to much. I don't put requests in here that often. However there are a couple of areas taht I could use some prayer. One is that I finally have a job that is reliable with the same hours mon to fri. I am now ready to move out of...

Wow, it's been a while since I have posted in here. I thought that if I came back in here to even read anything that was posted that I would slip. I ran from this part of the sight. As much as I wanted to stay and help others. I just ran. And here I sit not happy to say that once again I...

Please pray for me as I seek a job. I've been turned down so many times lately there's no use counting. Please pray that God will show me the one He wants me to have and that He would bless me with that job according to His will.:prayer:

Awhile back I was at a party at a friends house. And yes I was drinking. So to make this short my drink got drugged and I got taken advantage of by more then one person at the same time. In the morning when it was over it took all that I had in me to make it to a friends house. She took me...

I just got out of a therapy session. I was talking with my therapist about that I didn't want to take my med's for awhile. And that I didn;t want to start any new ones as well. We sat and looked at what steps I have made in the past month. All though I have had some struggles I made it...

I would like to ask for prayer for a Blessed Lady Of God. She has cancer and she lives her life as God wasnt's. She listens and does what the doctors ask. And yet she is told that she isn't going to make it. Through all of this I see a glow about her the beauty inside and out. She is a...

I tride posting in another thread about wether or not I could make it with out my meds? It has been 30 days and now that my appointment is next week to be put on the new ones. I have decided that I am not going to go. I have done ok without any. All I know is that I'm scared that thye will bring...

This week-end I'm going to be going to a womens retreat. I'm having a hard time with the idea of this. But every excuse that I have come up with this lady has come up with a reason to go. My therapsit is worried that it may be to much for me. I have very little space and next to know...

I had a real great week. :) I got to spend it with a friend and her family that I ment from the forums.:wave: She's become like a sister. :clap: I was excited to come home even though where I'm at isn't my home. I've done pretty good with my ED until today. Well I take it back didn't eat...

I just want to say that this is so time consuming. I am getting worn out:mad:

:scratch: Bi Polar is a new thing for me. It's been almost a month now getting the old meds out of my symptom. And now it's time to start some new ones. Also I will be going on some meds for A thyriod disease that I have. So here is the big question..... All though tI have had some pretty...

I need to apologize to that read the thread where I dais good-bye. I hope that you understand that at that time it took all that I had to get that out. In the past I have gone to counselors and therapists. They only touched on the outside not on the inside. They helped me to keep the...

For reasons I don't won't to mention I need to say good-bye. I want to not care. Do you dare? If only I could be, the me you see.

I want to say thanks to all that have commented on my posts and for their prayers. There is to much going on in my life right now I can't fight it, it is all falling so hard. I need and want my comfort, my close friend, and my quick fix. (Ana) I can't deal I want to be numb. I am already...

I'm struggeling real bad right now. I'm srtuggeling with my disorder, my illness, sleeping, pain, job, everything and most of all with my walk with God. I am saddenned to say that I am weak and don't have the strength any longer. I think I have turned away from God. I haven't gone to church...