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  1. The Blue Stare

    cheating the high scores

    The fact that the high scores in the second link are all between 650k-900k and then the top score is well over 7 million made me see what you mean.
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    Question about getting myself some sort of help

    I guess I should've mentioned that there's a 70% chance i'll be homeschooled again this year.
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    Question about getting myself some sort of help

    Please don't bite my head off if I stuck this in the wrong forum, I wasn't quite sure where to put it. A couple of days ago I prayed very hard for God to give me the courage to tell someone about my depression and other problems I'm having so I could get some help. I finally did and my mom...
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    for all those contemplating suicide

    Yeah I think we're all aware that it's very wrong but the OP just sounded like he was only concerned with racking up the brownie points with God rather than true genuine care for those of us who are hurting that badly. "You'll go to hell if you do it" won't help somebody out of a suicidal slump...
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    Misquote the previous poster! (4)

    Free fries day? Yay I love free fries day *throws armfuls of fries up in the air*
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    What is your favorite season?

    Late spring is my favorite. Summer is just too hot, in fall and winter the air has a certain something to it that makes your throat kill you if you're outside playing too hard, and I despise snow and winter. The only good thing about winter and fall is all the mosquitoes and flies are gone but...
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    I'm really afraid that I might be evil

    I'll be getting some help soon. I prayed hard for God to give me the courage to tell my mom what's been happening and in attempt to do so I had an anxiety attack and scared her so at that point i had to tell her anyway. I feel so stupid and extremely embarrased now, but I thank God for answering...
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    I'm really afraid that I might be evil

    It's only getting worse (I thought it would stay the same) and I'm praying for the courage to tell somebody who can help. I can only pray that all this really is is scrupulosity. I don't wan't these thoughts and I have to hit myself in the head or punch my thigh to keep stopping them. I read...
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    Strengths and Flaws

    Strengths: Through my past few years of depression and everything else I still have a sense of humor, I'm skilled in martial arts so I'd make a good protector, I don't talk too much, understanding, caring, loving, trustworthy, i like hugs. Flaws (here we go): I won't shut up about my...
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    The "Blue" Thread

    blue smilies :(:sleep::yawn::idea:
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    The "Blue" Thread

    blue paint
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    The "Blue" Thread

    blue ocean
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    The "Have you seen the person above you in a thread before" game (3)

    It wouldn't suprise me if you haven't seen me before and are suprised, I just browse around and don't post much. anyway, to keep the game going, ^ yes
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    for all those contemplating suicide

    I'm guessing that you've never actually been suicidal or even terribly depressed, am I right?
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    I'm really afraid that I might be evil

    Umm that scrupulosity/OCD thing you posted sounds exactly like what's happening to me, though maybe it actually isn't. When I read what it was like in the link my jaw dropped because it couldn't be a more accurate description of what's happening to me. But at the same time, ever since I read it...
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    When you were in high school....

    I've never been to one because I've been homeschooled up until this year. But even for this year, any girl I asked would laugh in my face and I just know it.
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    Whats did you have for Lunch?

    Just a grilled cheese sandwich with lots of red pepper flakes melted into it to make it interesting.
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    Other pets I'd like to see

    A wallaby or kangaroo would be cool. So would an ostrich or emu.
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    What are your favorite color combinations?

    white/navy white/blue black/blue black/purple light orange/light blue