i'm facing a trouble a teenager always does at this stage of being a 15 yr-old. LOVE. but the thing is, i'm a gal, and i like gals. i cant believe it myself too but i have special feelings for this gal. i know this is considered a sin in christianity. i'm a Christ believer since i was a young gal.
i keep a diary, writing of how life goes. previously i wrote about my feelings for her. one day, my brother somehow found out. we were quarelling bout something else n he blurted that he knew i was not 'straight'. from then on, i neverkeep a diary.
immediately, i felt embarrased. i cried and i told myself, i'll vow to never like gals again and try to avoid that girl. but everytime i see her in school, i tend to ignore my vow. she smiles a lot, n she's a happy person. but i'm like those who always frowns until i met her.she makes me smile everytime i c her. i never smiled that much in life. when i'm sad i wanna hug her, when i'm happy, the 1st person i wanna tell the gd news to, is her.
i kinda think of her every now n then but i wanna commit myself to God n i pray each nite for His help in blessing me so that i'll be able to forget her. but i cant... i need n i seek HELP
i keep a diary, writing of how life goes. previously i wrote about my feelings for her. one day, my brother somehow found out. we were quarelling bout something else n he blurted that he knew i was not 'straight'. from then on, i neverkeep a diary.
immediately, i felt embarrased. i cried and i told myself, i'll vow to never like gals again and try to avoid that girl. but everytime i see her in school, i tend to ignore my vow. she smiles a lot, n she's a happy person. but i'm like those who always frowns until i met her.she makes me smile everytime i c her. i never smiled that much in life. when i'm sad i wanna hug her, when i'm happy, the 1st person i wanna tell the gd news to, is her.
i kinda think of her every now n then but i wanna commit myself to God n i pray each nite for His help in blessing me so that i'll be able to forget her. but i cant... i need n i seek HELP