I am staying with my parents but I feel lonely. My dad is self -centered My mom always treats me as a target of expressing her tension while she tolerates my dad very well though he accused her of having an affair. when in fact, he had an affair a long time ago. She tried her best to please him at my expense. I have no access to food that is good for me, but she cooks fresh food for my dad. He at different times. My mom even scolded me when I tried to order my food online, saying I occupy spaces in the fridge. When I join their talk at home, my mom would say why I join in. My dad is also a character behind the scene, making my life difficulty while managing health issues on my own and still looking for doctors who will not perform wild guesses but taken investigation to avoid unnecessary medication, treatment, and invasive check-up