- Jul 4, 2021
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Hi everyone
I know it’s only been 2 short days since I posted here.And today I’ve been Terrified after a passing thought.Basically it’s this,similar to a worry on Wednesday, “how do I know what side of theology is right,reformed or Arminian?,it’s too hard,I might as well give up”
Since then I’ve been begging and crying to God to forgive me.And now it seems like a dark cloud has fallen over me,I can’t seem to feel anything or feel like I’m still a Christian.My therapist had an opening for tomorrow at 1pm so I rescheduled it from Friday to tomorrow.This past 2 weeks has been the hardest in my life,and has had a massive toll on my faith.Im now relying on Gods grace for forgiveness and for my eternity.Please,for those in perfect peace with the Lord,please could anyone ask him to have mercy on Blaise Nicoloff,and to keep me with him forever,no matter how I feel.
I know it’s only been 2 short days since I posted here.And today I’ve been Terrified after a passing thought.Basically it’s this,similar to a worry on Wednesday, “how do I know what side of theology is right,reformed or Arminian?,it’s too hard,I might as well give up”
Since then I’ve been begging and crying to God to forgive me.And now it seems like a dark cloud has fallen over me,I can’t seem to feel anything or feel like I’m still a Christian.My therapist had an opening for tomorrow at 1pm so I rescheduled it from Friday to tomorrow.This past 2 weeks has been the hardest in my life,and has had a massive toll on my faith.Im now relying on Gods grace for forgiveness and for my eternity.Please,for those in perfect peace with the Lord,please could anyone ask him to have mercy on Blaise Nicoloff,and to keep me with him forever,no matter how I feel.
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