Hark
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The Bible shows people being filled with the Spirit multiple times and I accept that. I don't assume it happened every time they spoke though.
I also have been filled multiple times for ministry, especially when preaching (I just preach once in a while). I am not filled every time and after a while, I tried to downplay it as I felt I was becoming too "resulty" in my preaching. Meaning, I was too focused on my experience before and during preaching rather than delivering the word as a servant. Also, I was too focused on the church being moved by the Spirit during or after the message.
Also, it got to a point where the anointing was so powerful, I could barely hang on to the pulpit to stand and preach while holding back tears. So, I asked God to expand my heart to hold his blessings, and the anointing after that was manageable. Though perhaps God merely reduced the anointing.
These multiple annointings for speaking are what I think the Bible calls being filled with the Spirit. While you might use another term for them, they are real and powerful.
People say that my teaching and public prayers are also anointed as if I am speaking the words of the Holy Spirit.
I could go on but speaking like this usually gets me more trouble than praise.
I thank you for sharing but there are some scripture to consider in how we bear witness.
Proverbs 27:2 Let another man praise thee, and not thine own mouth; a stranger, and not thine own lips.
Proverbs 25:26 A righteous man falling down before the wicked is as a troubled fountain, and a corrupt spring. 27 It is not good to eat much honey: so for men to search their own glory is not glory. 28 He that hath no rule over his own spirit is like a city that is broken down, and without walls.
1 Corinthians 14:32 And the spirits of the prophets are subject to the prophets. 33 For God is not the author of confusion, but of peace, as in all churches of the saints.
John 5:31 If I bear witness of myself, my witness is not true.
John 7:18 He that speaketh of himself seeketh his own glory: but he that seeketh his glory that sent him, the same is true, and no unrighteousness is in him.
1 Corinthians 3:5 Who then is Paul, and who is Apollos, but ministers by whom ye believed, even as the Lord gave to every man? 6 I have planted, Apollos watered; but God gave the increase. 7 So then neither is he that planteth any thing, neither he that watereth; but God that giveth the increase.
Granted, this forum invites such testimonies for new members for introductions, but I am not all sure why that is necessary when members get to know others by what they post since no one can really confirm whatever background a member would share. As it is, these scripture seems to come to mind.
Anyway, I am not sure how any member would not be tempted to think of you higher than they ought to think. I am not sure how any believer would not think they are less valued by the Lord because they are not "experiencing" what you had experienced in the ministry or in living as His disciple.
Do you find yourself needing to demote yourself or debase yourself in the eyes of the congregation regularly? Have you ever come across a need to assure members of the church that the Lord is working in their lives even though they experience no tangible evidence that you seem to testify of? Or are they afraid to tell you that in fear that you may say something negative for why they are not?
Just sharing my concerns and the scripture for why I am concern for you & for those you minister to.
Granted, you probably need to share more in order to allay my concerns, but only if you feel led to.
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