- Jul 31, 2019
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I'm really scared, like really really really scared, I have a hard time typing this because i'm shaking so much. I'm losing my mind. Vaccina mandates are becoming more and more common in Europe and people are thinking that it's going to also come to my country, the netherland. and I'm so scared it's the mark of the beast, even though i've seen all the arguments against it being the mark, I'm too scared to risk it, because spending my life by going into hiding for years is still less risky that potentaily taking the mark of the beast that will send you to eternal hell. The way they are forcing the vaccine is exacly what imagied the mark would be like and what I even heard from people who had dreams about the mark from God (many years before corona even) I told myself I was going to fight with all I got but I genuinly don't know what i'm going to do anymore if the vacines become mandiory, I'm not rich so I cant pay thousands of euros to monthy fines. I'm thinking I might need to escape to another country or go into hiding. My life is horrible now because of anxiety, i am messing up my school because i'm too panicked to do work. I can barely even go outisde anymore, this is torture. I tried to read what other said about the vaccine and no matter how much i hear its safe and that most people are pro vax, I keep thinking of the scripture about the path to heaven being narrow,