- Dec 13, 2015
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This is annoying me, its been over 2 weeks since my Lithium poisoning and I still don't have control of my legs. Lithium probably left my system almost a week again. I'm not going to lie, I'm sick of being couch ridden and unable to exercise aside from going to the bathroom. Idk what kind of recovery to expect but a majority of my symptoms are gone. The stupid thing is I canceled my appointment with my General Physician (he needed to see me because I had high cholesterol six months ago) because I knew I wouldn't be able to physically get into his office, let alone be weighed. So now I can't see him until almost Christmas and if I still don't have recovery of my legs then than he wants to check them out. Idk... I just wish things were going my way right now. I know I'm neighbors bombarded with trials of God and it's all for my good but right now? All I can do is be massively depressed and complain. I hate not being in Chrurch, I hate just watching TV all day and wasting my life away, I hate how nothing is getting done for Christ, I just hate it all. Idleness is from the devil and right now I hate being under the control of Satan. I really do. I apologize for the rant I just wanted to talk.