Hello. This is the first thread I have ever made here. I am worried that my sins are unforgivable. I know this is not true but I would like some reassurance. Everyday I pray that I can have forgiveness and I feel like I receive it. I feel like a perfectly clean towel after praying and very peaceful. But there is always a hole in my stomach that comes back from self doubt. When I was 14 or so I identified as a levytan satanist. I cannot spell it right because I do not want to look up up again out of fear. This means I did not believe in god or the devil I never participated in any worship or prayer that I can remember. It was really a bad form of rebellion to my parents a really regret. This only lasted for a few weeks and ive always looked back on it thinking it was cringe. Recently my faith has been restored I am going to a christian therapy but we do not talk about religion alot. Can I have some reassurance I can be forgiven? I pray with all my heart and I am deeply sorry for my sins. I have infinite gratefulness I have this second shot at having a good relationship with god. I was a believer for most of my life until the ages of 14 or 15 I cannot quite remember but my faith is back now. Also can someone recommend me some prayers? and also I was in another thread about someone anxiety and someone mentioned that sabertooth has good recommendations for churches/counseling I am also in Wisconsin so I might be able to go to the churches he recommends. Thank you for reading this and sorry for the blogpost.
Edit: I will be going to a church soon and going back to youthgroup
Edit: I will be going to a church soon and going back to youthgroup
