- Jul 4, 2021
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Hi CF,
To start, yesterday I finally think I’ve been saved!,it was one of the most calming moments in my life, and to all of those who prayed for me and supported me in my worst times! After reading something g from Mrs Oliver Greene, who if you don’t know who that is, she is the wife of Baptist pastor Oliver B Greene.And I’ve realized I’ve tried to please God by excessive work and by anxiety, and all I had to do was receive him by faith.But ever since last night I’ve had excessive anxiety about something branched off of faith.Basically I’ve had some mental confusion,and now that I finally have the assurance of my salvation,I’m confused on what to do next,and I’m terrified of falling into apostasy,and my desires are mixing and being confusing(I want to please God but my mind makes me feel like I truly don’t).However I’m afraid I’ll fall back into sin,I’m afraid of falling into apostasy.I’m afraid of not having anxiety(I recently had some medication increased and it’s de-escalated my anxiety majorly),many people may wonder why I worry about not having anxiety,it’s because I’m afraid if I don’t worry then it makes me feel like I don’t care.
I’m just going through a confusing time,and need some prayer support.Could anyone help,please?
To start, yesterday I finally think I’ve been saved!,it was one of the most calming moments in my life, and to all of those who prayed for me and supported me in my worst times! After reading something g from Mrs Oliver Greene, who if you don’t know who that is, she is the wife of Baptist pastor Oliver B Greene.And I’ve realized I’ve tried to please God by excessive work and by anxiety, and all I had to do was receive him by faith.But ever since last night I’ve had excessive anxiety about something branched off of faith.Basically I’ve had some mental confusion,and now that I finally have the assurance of my salvation,I’m confused on what to do next,and I’m terrified of falling into apostasy,and my desires are mixing and being confusing(I want to please God but my mind makes me feel like I truly don’t).However I’m afraid I’ll fall back into sin,I’m afraid of falling into apostasy.I’m afraid of not having anxiety(I recently had some medication increased and it’s de-escalated my anxiety majorly),many people may wonder why I worry about not having anxiety,it’s because I’m afraid if I don’t worry then it makes me feel like I don’t care.
I’m just going through a confusing time,and need some prayer support.Could anyone help,please?