can not get God's mercy very much suffering

KisKatte · Oct 6, 2021

Halo there,

thank you all for your prayers long ago. My bacteria infection is over after a few months... but I am still often ill and the doctors can not do nothing. More than that - God is angry with me and He shows that. Because of my sins. I confessed again and again... I pray for His mercy but I am very much suffering for more thant two weeks now and can not do anything. I will even not be able to start my education in the middle of November. At first God allowed this but now He does not allow me anymore. I was so happy when I started fasting what God commanded me and it seemed that I would have a chance to get His mercy but after a few days He took it away from me.... I desperately need prayers. I have no hope anymore! God simply does not want to give me a chance. I would do ANYTHING for God to give me a chance. Please pray for me for a longer time. Thanks!

childeye 2 · Oct 6, 2021

KisKatte said:
Halo there,

thank you all for your prayers long ago. My bacteria infection is over after a few months... but I am still often ill and the doctors can not do nothing. More than that - God is angry with me and He shows that. Because of my sins. I confessed again and again... I pray for His mercy but I am very much suffering for more thant two weeks now and can not do anything. I will even not be able to start my education in the middle of November. At first God allowed this but now He does not allow me anymore. I was so happy when I started fasting what God commanded me and it seemed that I would have a chance to get His mercy but after a few days He took it away from me.... I desperately need prayers. I have no hope anymore! God simply does not want to give me a chance. I would do ANYTHING for God to give me a chance. Please pray for me for a longer time. Thanks!

Respectfully, have you tried thanking God for what you have, instead of blaming God for what you don't have? How do you believe He's mad at your sins and at the same time believe He sent His son to suffer and die so that your sins could be forgiven?

Maria Billingsley · Oct 6, 2021

KisKatte said:
Halo there,

thank you all for your prayers long ago. My bacteria infection is over after a few months... but I am still often ill and the doctors can not do nothing. More than that - God is angry with me and He shows that. Because of my sins. I confessed again and again... I pray for His mercy but I am very much suffering for more thant two weeks now and can not do anything. I will even not be able to start my education in the middle of November. At first God allowed this but now He does not allow me anymore. I was so happy when I started fasting what God commanded me and it seemed that I would have a chance to get His mercy but after a few days He took it away from me.... I desperately need prayers. I have no hope anymore! God simply does not want to give me a chance. I would do ANYTHING for God to give me a chance. Please pray for me for a longer time. Thanks!

I am sorry to hear about your struggle. My prayers are with you. Ask our Lord for the power of His Holy Spirit. The Comforter was given to us long ago. Doubting His Love for us quenches His Holy Spirit and the work He does in our lives.He will show you the way to move from asking for forgiveness over and over, to true repentance through the power of His Holy Spirit.
Though your physical suffering may not be alleviated, because we are still in the flesh, your spiritual condition will be free from fear and anger and His Grace will be sufficient for you. There is no fear in Love because God is Love. He Loves you. Blessings.

Jeffwhosoever · Oct 6, 2021

Our suffering is not always tied to our sin. We live in a sinful world, and our bodies are subject to disease and decay that have nothing to do with our personal sin or how close we walk by faith with God. I have been suffering for decades from an incurable disease, but I know that is not due to my sin nor my relationship with the Lord. I am not saying I have not sinned, or stopped sinning, which is impossible for all of us. But my illness is not a direct result of my sin, because as a Christian, I am under Grace, not the Law. Jesus already paid for my sins on the cross.

I will pray that whatever is causing your illness will either go away on its own, or that additional medical care will help you. If you are not better or get worse, perhaps you need to revisit a health professional. I know you live in another country, but I have found that not all doctors are experts in every disease or illness, so at times a different specialist is needed. A good friend of mine had Lyme disease and it took a dozen different doctors to finally diagnosis her disease, and after being diagnosed, they treated her and she got better and now is totally fine.

Again, I will pray for you. May the Lord lead you to a cure, in time for your education to proceed. God bless you.

LoricaLady · Oct 6, 2021

I pray you will be led to whatever natural, medical or divine help you need to be free from discomfort.

William J · Oct 7, 2021

I pray that God pours out His great love upon you and shows you how much you mean to Him. I pray that God gives you peace and rest from your struggles.

Chris35 · Oct 7, 2021

Couple things that can stop you.

Unforgivness, God forgave us and we should forgive others, is there anyone that you need to forgive? If so i suggest you read Matthew 18:21-35.

By what you posted, it sounds like your under attack spiritually, by thoughts, lies about God and his mercy, you have gone off track.

8Be alert and of sober mind. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour. 9Resist him, standing firm in the faith, because you know that the family of believers throughout the world is undergoing the same kind of sufferings.

10And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast. 11To him be the power for ever and ever. Amen

I suggest you pray for renewal and cleansing of your mind, pray that God bring to light the lies, and replace them with truth.

Start resisting the lies about Gods mercy, and wait on him to establish, restore and strengthen.

Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place.

Again stand firm! That God is merciful, forgiving and that he loves you!

MikeinSeattle · Oct 10, 2021

KisKatte said:
Halo there,

thank you all for your prayers long ago. My bacteria infection is over after a few months... but I am still often ill and the doctors can not do nothing. More than that - God is angry with me and He shows that. Because of my sins. I confessed again and again... I pray for His mercy but I am very much suffering for more thant two weeks now and can not do anything. I will even not be able to start my education in the middle of November. At first God allowed this but now He does not allow me anymore. I was so happy when I started fasting what God commanded me and it seemed that I would have a chance to get His mercy but after a few days He took it away from me.... I desperately need prayers. I have no hope anymore! God simply does not want to give me a chance. I would do ANYTHING for God to give me a chance. Please pray for me for a longer time. Thanks!

Sister the Devil will come to you and pretend to be God and tell you that "He" is angry with you. Please listen to Ephesians 1 and 2 and Romans 8 on your audio bible. Or read it or however you can hear it. These passages show how that Jesus's love for us is not based on our prayers or anything else we do but only faith. It is faith in Jesus that makes God happy with us. He knows we cannot live perfectly. If we sin very badly He may allow bad things to happen to bring us back to Him but this is only if we sin very badly. If we are trying to live for Him then He is completely happy with us and every voice that says otherwise is from the devil. And we only need to continue praying for deliverance from those voices every day and they will eventually go away.

SeventhFisherofMen · Oct 10, 2021

KisKatte said:
Halo there,

thank you all for your prayers long ago. My bacteria infection is over after a few months... but I am still often ill and the doctors can not do nothing. More than that - God is angry with me and He shows that. Because of my sins. I confessed again and again... I pray for His mercy but I am very much suffering for more thant two weeks now and can not do anything. I will even not be able to start my education in the middle of November. At first God allowed this but now He does not allow me anymore. I was so happy when I started fasting what God commanded me and it seemed that I would have a chance to get His mercy but after a few days He took it away from me.... I desperately need prayers. I have no hope anymore! God simply does not want to give me a chance. I would do ANYTHING for God to give me a chance. Please pray for me for a longer time. Thanks!

Jesus,
I want You to show @KisKatte that according to James 2:13 "...Mercy triumphs over judgement" and Proverbs 28:13, "Whoever conceals their sins does not prosper, but the one who confesses and renounces them finds mercy." If @KisKatte has confessed their sins then they have found mercy and forgiveness by You Jesus and that mercy triumphs over judgement. Please Jesus help @KisKatte to trust that they are forgiven and to know that anything other than the truth that is from Your word is not from You. Please Holy Spirit comfort @KisKatte and remind them of truths they've read in the Bible, let them know You are with them and Jesus You are with us even to the very end of the age like it says in Matthew 28:20. In Jesus Name I pray, Amen!

musicalpilgrim · Oct 11, 2021

I pray that the Lord will bless you richly as you seek more of him in your life and read your Bible and pray every day.
Trust and obey, there is no other way.

Mayflower1 · Oct 11, 2021

KisKatte said:
Halo there,

thank you all for your prayers long ago. My bacteria infection is over after a few months... but I am still often ill and the doctors can not do nothing. More than that - God is angry with me and He shows that. Because of my sins. I confessed again and again... I pray for His mercy but I am very much suffering for more thant two weeks now and can not do anything. I will even not be able to start my education in the middle of November. At first God allowed this but now He does not allow me anymore. I was so happy when I started fasting what God commanded me and it seemed that I would have a chance to get His mercy but after a few days He took it away from me.... I desperately need prayers. I have no hope anymore! God simply does not want to give me a chance. I would do ANYTHING for God to give me a chance. Please pray for me for a longer time. Thanks!

KisKatte, praying that you just have a deeper realization of God's love for you. He is not angry with you. He loves you. I pray for complete healing, but if that never manifests, that you will know that God works everything together for your good if you love Him and are called according to His purpose (Romans 8:28). Sickness is definitely not from God. But I am sorry that you are hurting and feel this way and will pray for you.

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