I need a prayer

First of all I really appreciate the prayers. For some reason a memory from my past just keeps annoying me. It's like a spirit of distraction. This has bothered me for years and I would like to finally be past it.

The good news is my life has radically changed in the last 10 years. God has been good to me in my life.

I really do appreciate the prayers. This Spirit of distraction stuck with me on and off many years. It's actually left completely for a while. Anyway the good news is, even my ex-wife saw the changes in my life. My former pastor even ask her is John's conversion real. Because I had been a ho-hum Christian for many years.

So why God allows this I don't know. My life is clean and nothing is hidden. The way I look at it is these trials and tribulations that made me the best Christian I've ever been. And I do like that.

So please pray for me and I appreciate it thank you, John

I really appreciate the prayers. I get a spiritual attack from my past. I don't like it, but God is in charge. Lamentations 3:21, "This I recall to my mind, therefore I have hope". God has removed this in my past, and He will remove it again.
Thank you for praying, I do appreciate it.
And, thank you for the advice. I have had prayers and counseling.

And, blessings!

Thank you to all who have prayed.

Thank you. Reading Psalms 38. King David had a lot of battles, and he said "my sin". And 1st John 4:4. And you guys are truly my brothers and sisters in the Lord.