******UPDATE****
I said to the Lord, ok, I don't want this to come between me and my relationship with my brother and his wife. I am willing to give this up. My relationship is more important then money. Within five minutes my sister inlaw phoned me and confirmed my bank details and deposited money into account. I think this was a test from the Lord to see where my heart was. I am grateful God is Good all the time. He had to work on my heart in this situation. Thanks to those who prayed and posted replies.
I have a good relationship with my older brother. He has been a good emotional support to me over the years. I don't want anything to come between us.
However, he borrowed just over $900 from me some months ago but he did pay be back within a few weeks.
He told me he and his wife are financially supporting her family overseas, her family have lost their incomes due to covid. I appreciate they have chosen to support them. But now, that puts them in a difficult spot and they don't always have the funds to pay for important things.
I am not working and I live off a small amount of money from the government which pays for my rent and I live off my savings which isn't a lot.
He borrowed money again from me, $250 and told me they would pay me back on 26 June.
I lent the money to them on 20 June.
He asked me on 25 June if his wife had put the money into my account.
I replied, 'no, because he told me it was going in on 26 June.
It didn't go into my account on 26 June.
I thought, perhaps, they may have entered wrong banking details so I told my brother on the following Tuesday that the money had not gone into my account, thinking perhaps the a/c details were incorrect.
He said, "Oh, do you need the money right now?"
I replied, "No, not right now but I have some bills coming up".
I felt so bad for asking. He told me he would ask his wife if she had put the money into my account and he would get back to me via email.
Well, he has been emailing me about different things, talking about the weather, work, other things but not the payment or mentioned asking his wife about the money.
I have a few bills coming up.
I don't feel comfortable in asking him again as I know it will affect our relationship.
But, I also feel, it's affecting the relationship because I feel a bit 'used'.
I have been praying that he would let me know what is happening.
If they are still struggling financially, I would hope they could tell me and I am ok - then I am not in the dark. Even if they paid it off over instalments.
They are both working full time with well-paying jobs.
He did tell me his wife was planning to go to fish market the other day to buy 3 months supply of fish and then again, today, she was buying lot of organic fruit and vegetables. So, at least they have some money. They are paying rent like me.
I don't want to come across as a greedy person.
I live simply. I don't go out, or spend money at the movies, holidays, eating out.
I basically in survival and just pay my bills.
I don't know if I could lend money again to him. I feel as though i may be enabling them if they are not budgeting..and seeing me as a place of rescue for their money troubles.
Some, have said, 'just let it go' because you want to keep a good relationship wtih your brother and his wife.
They are both christians like me.
I know they are helping their family overseas and that is important.
I, at least have a roof over my head. I am paying rent. i have a lot to be grateful for.
Any suggestions what to do? I am praying about this as well. Thank you.
I said to the Lord, ok, I don't want this to come between me and my relationship with my brother and his wife. I am willing to give this up. My relationship is more important then money. Within five minutes my sister inlaw phoned me and confirmed my bank details and deposited money into account. I think this was a test from the Lord to see where my heart was. I am grateful God is Good all the time. He had to work on my heart in this situation. Thanks to those who prayed and posted replies.
I have a good relationship with my older brother. He has been a good emotional support to me over the years. I don't want anything to come between us.
However, he borrowed just over $900 from me some months ago but he did pay be back within a few weeks.
He told me he and his wife are financially supporting her family overseas, her family have lost their incomes due to covid. I appreciate they have chosen to support them. But now, that puts them in a difficult spot and they don't always have the funds to pay for important things.
I am not working and I live off a small amount of money from the government which pays for my rent and I live off my savings which isn't a lot.
He borrowed money again from me, $250 and told me they would pay me back on 26 June.
I lent the money to them on 20 June.
He asked me on 25 June if his wife had put the money into my account.
I replied, 'no, because he told me it was going in on 26 June.
It didn't go into my account on 26 June.
I thought, perhaps, they may have entered wrong banking details so I told my brother on the following Tuesday that the money had not gone into my account, thinking perhaps the a/c details were incorrect.
He said, "Oh, do you need the money right now?"
I replied, "No, not right now but I have some bills coming up".
I felt so bad for asking. He told me he would ask his wife if she had put the money into my account and he would get back to me via email.
Well, he has been emailing me about different things, talking about the weather, work, other things but not the payment or mentioned asking his wife about the money.
I have a few bills coming up.
I don't feel comfortable in asking him again as I know it will affect our relationship.
But, I also feel, it's affecting the relationship because I feel a bit 'used'.
I have been praying that he would let me know what is happening.
If they are still struggling financially, I would hope they could tell me and I am ok - then I am not in the dark. Even if they paid it off over instalments.
They are both working full time with well-paying jobs.
He did tell me his wife was planning to go to fish market the other day to buy 3 months supply of fish and then again, today, she was buying lot of organic fruit and vegetables. So, at least they have some money. They are paying rent like me.
I don't want to come across as a greedy person.
I live simply. I don't go out, or spend money at the movies, holidays, eating out.
I basically in survival and just pay my bills.
I don't know if I could lend money again to him. I feel as though i may be enabling them if they are not budgeting..and seeing me as a place of rescue for their money troubles.
Some, have said, 'just let it go' because you want to keep a good relationship wtih your brother and his wife.
They are both christians like me.
I know they are helping their family overseas and that is important.
I, at least have a roof over my head. I am paying rent. i have a lot to be grateful for.
Any suggestions what to do? I am praying about this as well. Thank you.
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