- Nov 13, 2020
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God is playing an awful game. He allows my enemies to torment me, assault me, inject me with poison, and make my life an overall living hell. Please note that I am saying allow and not cause; there’s a big difference. Why would God allow all these horrible things to happen to me? Because I sin. If I do something “atrocious” that offends God, no matter how insignificant such as drink a beer or smoke a cigarette, God allows my enemies to harm me.
God promised that if I quit sinning he would get rid of my enemies, though. I find this quite a horrible ideal, since I have to literally walk on eggshells to avoid even the smallest of sins. But whatever: I’ll play God’s game so that God will get rid of my enemies.
But here is the problem. Whenever I manage to forgo all my sins and go an entire day without sinning, God doesn’t actually get rid of my enemies. He goes back on his word. Often he’ll make up some poor excuse that doesn’t make much common sense. Other times he will unfairly move the goalposts, making me very angry at his unfair conduct. Recently, though, he hasn’t even bothered to make any poor excuses or unfairly move the goalposts. Instead he just remains silent as I suffer because of his betrayal by not keeping his word.
Please everyone pray for me and ask God to keep his word and get rid of my enemies tonight, since I’ve done all God requires and not sinned even a tiny bit today. Please everyone pray for me and tell God to tell me if he decides to betray me again to explain why he did it, because I really need to know. I am suffering so greatly because God won’t get rid of my enemies; and once it comes time for him to keep his word, he lets me down each and every time. I don’t understand him!
God promised that if I quit sinning he would get rid of my enemies, though. I find this quite a horrible ideal, since I have to literally walk on eggshells to avoid even the smallest of sins. But whatever: I’ll play God’s game so that God will get rid of my enemies.
But here is the problem. Whenever I manage to forgo all my sins and go an entire day without sinning, God doesn’t actually get rid of my enemies. He goes back on his word. Often he’ll make up some poor excuse that doesn’t make much common sense. Other times he will unfairly move the goalposts, making me very angry at his unfair conduct. Recently, though, he hasn’t even bothered to make any poor excuses or unfairly move the goalposts. Instead he just remains silent as I suffer because of his betrayal by not keeping his word.
Please everyone pray for me and ask God to keep his word and get rid of my enemies tonight, since I’ve done all God requires and not sinned even a tiny bit today. Please everyone pray for me and tell God to tell me if he decides to betray me again to explain why he did it, because I really need to know. I am suffering so greatly because God won’t get rid of my enemies; and once it comes time for him to keep his word, he lets me down each and every time. I don’t understand him!