please pray for wisdom to know what to do

Deeper99 said:

I sound like a selfish immature person but I am so afraid of what's happening terrified I'm losing my sanity.

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It does not seem selfish or immature of you at all to merely ask for prayers over something like this, Deeper. Whatever it is in your mind tormenting you , I pray that God will have mercy and give you peace soon.

Deeper99 said:

my mind is suffering please pray for it. I am in distress and I need wisdom to know what to do. ( I need help but don't feel like I can tell anyone it's so bad) haunted by my own sin many years ago. My father was given prophecy by a man that didn't know him that our family would be ok and to not worry about our family a few years ago. I thought I was going to be ok!! Not suffering badly in my mind!!! All I want is peace of mind I don't ask for riches or wealth. I sound like a selfish immature person but I am so afraid of what's happening terrified I'm losing my sanity. For goodness sake I thought I was going to be okay- well I'm clinging onto this as in the future I'll be ok. sorry for ranting- I just don't even know anymore.

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Praying for you in Jesus name.

Many people are self-styled prophets who are not at all necessarily actually hearing from the Lord. I would put his words out of my mind if I were you.

The words to consider are in the Bible. Those you can count on for sure.

Just fighting against tormenting thoughts is not really effective, as you have seen.
They need to be replaced with something else.

The Bible says that scriptures are a hammer that breaks the rock. Study and reflect on Bible verses about forgiveness and mercy from the Lord. The Bible also says that those who keep their minds stayed on the Lord will be kept in perfect peace. Keep talking to him, sometimes just like your very best friend, and sometimes in praise and prayer and worship.

Read Psalm one about how to meditate on the word day and night.

I pray you will be led to peace and healing.

Deeper99 said:

my mind is suffering please pray for it. I am in distress and I need wisdom to know what to do. ( I need help but don't feel like I can tell anyone it's so bad) haunted by my own sin many years ago. My father was given prophecy by a man that didn't know him that our family would be ok and to not worry about our family a few years ago. I thought I was going to be ok!! Not suffering badly in my mind!!! All I want is peace of mind I don't ask for riches or wealth. I sound like a selfish immature person but I am so afraid of what's happening terrified I'm losing my sanity. For goodness sake I thought I was going to be okay- well I'm clinging onto this as in the future I'll be ok. sorry for ranting- I just don't even know anymore.

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You are royalty... God's child. Jesus said this:

"Peace I leave with you; My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Do not let your heart be troubled, nor let it be fearful."
John 14:27 NASB1995

What God has given to You isn't selfish to pursue. I know abiding in His Word and songs of praise... Meditating on the promises of God's Word, that brings peace of mind. Agreeing with you in prayer for peace and wisdom. It is important to forgive yourself, because Christ died for all of Your sins. If God forgave you, you no longer have to feel condemnation.

May God bless you, forgive you and comfort you with peace of mind. May He give you wisdom in understanding His word and the drive to apply it.

Romans 8:38-39 (NKJV)
38 For I am persuaded that neither death nor life, nor angels nor principalities nor powers, nor things present nor things to come, 39 nor height nor depth, nor any other created thing, shall be able to separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

2 Thessalonians 3:16 (NKJV)
16 Now may the Lord of peace Himself give you peace always in every way. The Lord be with you all.

Deeper99 said:

my mind is suffering please pray for it. I am in distress and I need wisdom to know what to do. ( I need help but don't feel like I can tell anyone it's so bad) haunted by my own sin many years ago. My father was given prophecy by a man that didn't know him that our family would be ok and to not worry about our family a few years ago. I thought I was going to be ok!! Not suffering badly in my mind!!! All I want is peace of mind I don't ask for riches or wealth. I sound like a selfish immature person but I am so afraid of what's happening terrified I'm losing my sanity. For goodness sake I thought I was going to be okay- well I'm clinging onto this as in the future I'll be ok. sorry for ranting- I just don't even know anymore.

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Praying that you will read God's Word and talk to him, that you will know He loves and cares for you and will give you His peace.