- Feb 2, 2020
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- Country
- United States
- Faith
- Christian
- Marital Status
- Divorced
I have had depression since I was small. My mother is mentally ill. I grew up to be not very nice. I acted out quite a bit. I am trying very hard now to please God. I take care of my mother. She is 94. She continues to tell me how I brought shame on the family. My sister does not help with my mother. My brother lives 4 hours away. I am just venting. I am very tired of this life. I feel that I cannot please God. How can a mother be so hateful to her child? She has always done more for my brother and sister. Now, they have left her for me to care for. OK. That's it. I will probably go to hell when I die. I don't feel well today.