I have been married 9 years this month, and we have 3 children. I have health problems, and my husband leaves me to go fishing, noodling, hunting, and etc. He would go out of town and stay overnight every weekend. He usually goes fishing with his family and friends (all men) and would leave me and my kids at home with no vehicle. He has been going fishing on the weekdays too. His life is revolved around these things to the point he has chosen it over me our entire marriage. I don't know what to do to get him to learn to be a better family man. I feel trapped to the point to where I cannot leave (I've been a stay at home mom for 7 years) him even if I wanted to. He would talk me out of leaving him (he says I've got it so good) and then leave to go fishing. He has refused to be any support to me through difficult times in my life and would blame me for everything that is going wrong in my life. He is not emotionally supportive and neither is my church family. I am so tired of living this way and I have no one to talk to. I have abandonment issues, which has sabotaged all my relationships. He tells me I shouldn't go to counseling, because God has all the answers and I know he does, but sometimes you need someone to talk to face to face.
Dear one,
You may have concern why my husband care more about fishing, hunting than me—despite knowing your health deteriorates. I understand you may have felt unloved and uncared for. You may have been discouraged by what has happened. You may also consider what you lack that your husband may have reacted that way; why he has not responded the way you expected.
Dear one, you need to seek release from despondency.
You must understand that God allows all of us to suffer for our bondage.
Through this breaking process He wants to strengthen the new man in us.Therefore, the best things that could happen to us is to be poor in some respect or other.
I understand you want to fix your husband but that comes later. Isn’t your husband also your brother in Christ? This is what we have heard:
Why do you see the speck that is in your brother's eye, but do not notice the log that is in your own eye? -Matthew 7:3
So dear one, yield to the Father’s will.
Say yes, to your own inabilities, weaknesses, poverty, and humiliation. What I mean that we need to accept our inabilities, weaknesses, poverty, and humiliation. We need to trust God, indeed, help us. Just like our Lord have trusted the Father.
Are we not hurt by our spouse - indifference, insensitivity, lack of regard, offense ? For this is what we have heard:
And being found in human form,
He humbled Himself by becoming obedient to the point of death, even death on a cross. -Philippians 2:8
When our Lord died on a cross! Did not He died because His own didn’t receive Him?
When our Lord suffered on the cross !
Did He not humble Himself? Likewise, let us humble ourselves. Let us be obedient to the will of the Father. Pray, dear one.
Holy Spirit,
I thank you that I may await Your Help. You see my helplessness in this situation
and You want to reveal the power of Your redemption and glorify Yourself. And in my inadequacy and lack, You want to assist me and provide for me from Your abundant wisdom, so that my work as wife and mother of my children can accomplished much better than if I had had the best natural abilities, for what is achieved will come from You and not from me.”
In Jesus Name I pray. Amen
Let us follow apostle Paul’s example; this is what we have heard:
But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness."
Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me. -2 Corinthians 12:9
For the sake of Christ, then,
I AM CONTENT WITH weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities. For when I am weak, then I am strong. -2 Corinthians 12:10
Let us thanking God, and believe that you will experience His glorious power, which He will demonstrate in your inability and poverty.
Now, let us talk about your husband.
Dear one, I understand that you and your husband are church goers. What is church?
The New Testament word for "church" is ekklesia [
ejkklhsiva], which means "the called out ones."
By yourself, you are the called one, but together we are called out ones.
For we have been called to glory by God the Father in union with Christ to live by the Spirit.
Are we not weakened by flesh ? Yes, the Holy Spirit helps in our weakness. This is what we have heard:
Likewise the Spirit helps us in our weakness. For we do not know what to pray for as we ought, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words. -Romans 8:26
we found many in church have believed in Christ but have not obeyed what they are taught in union with Christ. Why ? They are weakened by the flesh and have not lived by the Spirit. For this is what we have heard:
For those who live according to the flesh set their MINDS on the things of the flesh, but those who live according to the Spirit set their minds on the things of the Spirit. -Romans 8:5
For to set the MIND on the flesh is death, but to set the mind on the Spirit is life and peace. -Romans 8:6
For the MIND that is set on the flesh is HOSTILE TO GOD,
for it does not submit to God's law; indeed, it cannot. -Romans 8:7
Dear one,
If your husband’s mind is not on the things of the Spirit, your husband is hostile to God.
Can you do nothing about it ? No. You can.
Pray on his behalf, and seek the Lord’s mercy.
So dear one, pray that he may be set free from his bondage.
Pray that you may be given the strength to pray for your husband who wronged you.
Pray that you may be given the strength to love your husband who offended you.
In this manner, you will live as God’s beloved, who obey His commandment to love one another.
This is what you can pray for your husband:
The blood of the Lamb of God set my husband free from the bondage of self righteousness.
The blood of the Lamb of God set my husband free from the bondage of self love.
Amen
Dear one, pray again and again and believe that the Lord delivers him from this bondage and brought him to sense God’s love, your love and children’s love for him.
Then your husband will be enlightened by the words of God, living no longer far from God, you and children because he knows then that it is wrong to ignore the love that God, you and children deserve.
Dear one, persevere in tribulation. Trust to yield to His will. Then, you are considered by the Lord like a treasure hidden in a field.