I need advice

You are greatly loved by the Lord Jesus Christ; He was moved by his inner compassion to die for your sins since before the world began and He continues to love you to this day. Have you ever heard of Neil Anderson's ministry, Freedom in Christ. Here is a free book. i wonder if it would help at all, based on the Bible:

RESTORED: Experience Life With Jesus

Jesuslove70708 said:

I know this is like my 50th post but I don’t know who else really talk to I have a Lotta Unbelief I think and doubt I don’t know what to do I just sit in a small room all day and cry I’m worried I won’t get my Faith what do you guys think it’s been like this for two months I am slowly stopping to care I believe I hope not but I sin too much I have no conviction like never I will promise to do something to God and then I won’t do it or swear and I won’t do it I don’t know what to do I just want things to go back to normal my parents say they know how to get my faith and belief back but I’m not with them right now

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Set your mind on things above - you keep looking down... look up.

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It is an online commentary on the life of Christ. The best one in the entire world -- 87 chapters

• Chapter 1—“God With Us”
• Chapter 2—The Chosen People
• Chapter 3—“The Fullness of the Time”
• Chapter 4—Unto You a Saviour
• Chapter 5—The Dedication
• Chapter 6—“We Have Seen His Star”
• Chapter 7—As a Child
• Chapter 8—The Passover Visit
• Chapter 9—Days of Conflict
• Chapter 10—The Voice in the Wilderness
• Chapter 11—The Baptism
• Chapter 12—The Temptation
• Chapter 13—The Victory
• Chapter 14—“We Have Found the Messias”
• Chapter 15—At the Marriage Feast
• Chapter 16—In His Temple
• Chapter 17—Nicodemus
• Chapter 18—“He Must Increase”
• Chapter 19—At Jacob's Well
• Chapter 20—“Except Ye See Signs and Wonders”
• Chapter 21—Bethesda and the Sanhedrin
• Chapter 22—Imprisonment and Death of John
• Chapter 23—“The Kingdom of God Is at Hand”
• Chapter 24—“Is Not This the Carpenter's Son?”
• Chapter 25—The Call by the Sea
• Chapter 26—At Capernaum
• Chapter 27—“Thou Canst Make Me Clean”
• Chapter 28—Levi-Matthew
• Chapter 29—The Sabbath
• Chapter 30—“He Ordained Twelve”
• Chapter 31—The Sermon on the Mount
• Chapter 32—The Centurion
• Chapter 33—Who Are My Brethren?
• Chapter 34—The Invitation
• Chapter 35—“Peace, Be Still”
• Chapter 36—The Touch of Faith
• Chapter 37—The First Evangelists
• Chapter 38—Come Rest Awhile
• Chapter 39—“Give Ye Them to Eat”
• Chapter 40—A Night on the Lake
• Chapter 41—The Crisis in Galilee
• Chapter 42—Tradition
• Chapter 43—Barriers Broken Down
• Chapter 44—The True Sign
• Chapter 45—The Foreshadowing of the Cross
• Chapter 46—He Was Transfigured
• Chapter 47—Ministry
• Chapter 48—Who Is the Greatest?
• Chapter 49—At the Feast of Tabernacles
• Chapter 50—Among Snares
• Chapter 51—“The Light of Life”
• Chapter 52—The Divine Shepherd
• Chapter 53—The Last Journey From Galilee
• Chapter 54—The Good Samaritan
• Chapter 55—Not With Outward Show
• Chapter 56—Blessing the Children
• Chapter 57—“One Thing Thou Lackest”
• Chapter 58—“Lazarus, Come Forth”
• Chapter 59—Priestly Plottings
• Chapter 60—The Law of the New Kingdom
• Chapter 61—Zacchaeus
• Chapter 62—The Feast at Simon's House
• Chapter 63—“Thy King Cometh”
• Chapter 64—A Doomed People
• Chapter 65—The Temple Cleansed Again
• Chapter 66—Controversy
• Chapter 67—Woes on the Pharisees
• Chapter 68—In the Outer Court
• Chapter 69—On the Mount of Olives
• Chapter 70—“The Least of These My Brethren”
• Chapter 71—A Servant of Servants
• Chapter 72—“In Remembrance of Me”
• Chapter 73—“Let Not Your Heart Be Troubled”
• Chapter 74—Gethsemane
• Chapter 75—Before Annas and the Court of Caiaphas
• Chapter 76—Judas
• Chapter 77—In Pilate's Judgment Hall
• Chapter 78—Calvary
• Chapter 79—“It is Finished”
• Chapter 80—In Joseph's Tomb
• Chapter 81—“The Lord Is Risen”
• Chapter 82—“Why Weepest Thou?”
• Chapter 83—The Walk to Emmaus
• Chapter 84—“Peace Be Unto You”
• Chapter 85—By the Sea Once More
• Chapter 86—Go Teach All Nations
• Chapter 87—“To My Father, and Your Father”

If you aren't already, you should get involved with your local church body. Being surrounded by Godly believers is encouraging and uplifting and it's very important in our walk to have good fellowship with believers around us. God knows this, that's why He made us apart of the church once we were saved.

Being more involved, will give you a reason to get out more and stop focusing so much on yourself and how you feel. When you are alone, use that time in spiritual productivity through much prayer, meditation and studying of the scriptures. Worship God and sing songs to Him, even when you don't feel like it. That helps to grow discipline instead of walking in emotion, which I find is much more freeing then just praising God when you want to. If you are sad or depressed, bring all your cares and worries at His feet. Jesus cares for you dear and wants to hear your worries, fears and sorrows.

Don't let the devil steal your joy. That's the one thing he'd love to take from us so that we begin to doubt our Holy and mighty God. Jesus loves you more than anyone else in this whole world. Trust in Him.

Jesuslove70708 said:

I know this is like my 50th post but I don’t know who else really talk to I have a Lotta Unbelief I think and doubt I don’t know what to do I just sit in a small room all day and cry I’m worried I won’t get my Faith what do you guys think it’s been like this for two months I am slowly stopping to care I believe I hope not but I sin too much I have no conviction like never I will promise to do something to God and then I won’t do it or swear and I won’t do it I don’t know what to do I just want things to go back to normal my parents say they know how to get my faith and belief back but I’m not with them right now

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Hi sis unbelief and faith are always going to be a battle but do not despair as comes by hearing and hearing by the Word of God *Romans 10:17. That is where our strength is. If we neglect God's Word we neglect our salvation (see John 8:31-36). Draw near to God and he will draw near to you *James 4:8. Seek him and he will be found of you (Matthew 6:33; Jeremiah 29:12-13; 1 John 5:4).

God bless

Personally I try to live my daily life taking note of the the Lord’s commandments in my conscience as I go. I am basically solitary and alongside my day job, I do janitorial work at our church. I usually make sure I find time for payer & a good walk most days. When I pray, I ask for the Lord’s mercy for my sins & for the salvation of my neighbor ( 1 Timothy 2:1) ( remembering not to judge in this sense per Matthew 7:1). Next, I recall the Lord’s commandments per Matthew 7:12 and Matthew 22:36-40, I recall the Lord telling us to pray for evangelism ( Matthew 9:36-38). I pray for the healing of those sick & injured, for protection of those in peril & conclude with the Lord’s Prayer ( Matthew 6:9-13). In general works, alongside faith ( Ephesians 2:8-10) , I try to remember charity ( Matthew 6:1-4).

Jesuslove70708 said:

I don’t know what to do

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faith is acquired from reading the truth


rather than reading atheist books

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Depression makes it hard to care. Talk to your doctor about taking an anti-depressant. Read your Bible every day. Particularly read the Psalms and the New Testament.

Jesuslove70708 said:

I know this is like my 50th post but I don’t know who else really talk to I have a Lotta Unbelief I think and doubt I don’t know what to do I just sit in a small room all day and cry I’m worried I won’t get my Faith what do you guys think it’s been like this for two months I am slowly stopping to care I believe I hope not but I sin too much I have no conviction like never I will promise to do something to God and then I won’t do it or swear and I won’t do it I don’t know what to do I just want things to go back to normal my parents say they know how to get my faith and belief back but I’m not with them right now

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Having faith in Jesus Christ is not just thinking "I believe there is a God out there somewhere". To have faith in Jesus means to abandon yourself to him. To say "I can't make anything out of my life, please take you my life and make something out of it".
You see, faith in Jesus means to trust Jesus the full 100%. Like, when you are on a plane and it gets into heavy turbulences you have to trust the pilot that he is in control of the situation. When you put your trust in Jesus you fully trust him to be in control of your life! Having faith in Jesus means to believe that Jesus will bring you safely to the end, and nothing and nobody can prevent him from doing that. Let yourself fall - and wait that Jesus catches you. He knows you and he loves you, he will catch you. Are you willing to let go?

Making promises to God is a very dangerous thing. God doesn't need your promises and you don't have to earn his symphathy or affection by promising him certain things. While a broken promise towards God is very serious.
The Bible says in James 5:12 "But most of all, my brothers and sisters, never take an oath, by heaven or earth or anything else. Just say a simple yes or no, so that you will not sin and be condemned."
Trust in Jesus and learn to be guided by him. Stop making promises to God. You will have a much healthier relationship with Jesus when you treat him like a friend and not like someone who judges every small step of yours.
Jesus said in John 5:24 "Very truly I tell you, whoever hears my word and believes him who sent me has eternal life and will not be judged but has crossed over from death to life", and in Romans 5:1 we read
"since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ".
You have peace with God! He is not standing behind you saying "Oh, now she was disobedient again, she better makes a promise now to never do it again". No! When you do a mistake you ask God for forgiveness, and He will forgive you. That's it. No judgment, no promises needed. Next time you do the same mistake you ask God for forgiveness again. And when you start being embarassed for asking for forgiveness for the same thing over and over again you're ready to get to know the power of the Holy Spirit who enables you to actually stop doing that sin.
I can tell you from my experience that a friendship with Jesus is wonderful, but you have to abandon yourself completely to Him to experience it.